i got my results, let's just say it is the usual.. i'm pretty constant at this kind of things if i dun really put in the effort...
Has been a while since i updated the blog.. Was busy with friends and friends.. Got to know a few new friends, met up with old friends, saw the same people here and there...
funny how things can change so much in a short two weeks..
A gal friend of mine is going through a bad patch right now.. I tried to be there for her, i promised that i'll stay with her throughout. Only today den i remembered how she has always been there for me whenever i was down and out.. Always encouraging me, listening to me and not judging me for whatever that i've done or not. But i know that at the moment when i heard she was down, i didn't even thought about all these times. Instinctively, i wanted to be there for her.
I guess this is friendship... I cannot guarantee that it is going to last forever, but i know that this is friendship in its purest form. That you want to be there for somebody, not because he/she was there for you, but because u care for that person.
I could have left her alone, she is already an adult, she has a mind of her own.. It was perfectly justifiable and no one could have fault me had anything happened.. thou it was an "eventful" night, i was glad i was there with her.
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When you finally understand, you'd simply let it happen.. No need to fight it, don't have to fight for it...
Thus far, there had been clear lines drawn... Making myself question whether they are really necessary? When i've let my faith go, isn't it time to clean off the lines?
Lines have never been clear in reality.. Why go against nature? As they say, I need to explore, walk out of the box, to see what has the world install for me. I've never been good with rules.. So i guess those clear cut rules are going out the window...
Everything will take its place. The only person who can really love you, is yourself... And the only person who can really harbour expectations of you, is yourself..
Take care of yourself and everything else will follow.
Wenrong
