Hahahaha had so much fun reading the earlier posts. I think my brain became simpler and more basic after one year of taking care of junior! 

Maybe it is a good thing, back to basics!

After so long...

Its been a year since I last updated this. And now, blogs are not even 'in' anymore. And any motivation to continue is no longer there. Anyhow, since I have kept this for more than 10 years, it seems like a pity to stop? Hahaha hoarder's mentality...

A year on, life is some what steady state again. Glad that I have managed to find the equilibrium after the new addition, somewhat. Learning to find time for myself, taking care of myself, in order to be a whole person to look after the little one.

Little one is definitely growing up too fast. I am trying to enjoy every present moment I get to spent with her, even the times when she acts up or is cranky. I always remind myself that the moment that we spent together will never come back and each moment defines itself.

Being a mother also made me a little more.... Morbid? In a sense, I am always minded that the next moment I may no longer be around or healthy enough to care for her. 

In any event, I hope that her time spent with me is memorable and she remembers us as being playful and happy most of the time :)

In time to come, I will have to face with disciplining her and instilling right values. Most of which, would mean I need to be a good role model, and people around her. So far, she hasnt behaved too badly, Im thankful for that. 

Hopefully I can find more pockets of time to make updates here!