will be outta spore for 2 weeks.
:)
Thank you sabasketeers for the lovely present. esp meiling who spent her precious time folding the cranes..
and jie and lil bro who walked around ysh central with me, running some errands.
I really appreciate it. :)
the money was well spent. Its lovely to see you guys again after so long, you guys jus bring back some of the best memories.
I really dunno what is more impt that telling u guys to study hard, so forgive me for naggin u guys time and again. There's nothing more impt than studies right now..
take good care, you guys are blessed, stay crappy and lively.
Everyone out there still readin this crap, take care.
thank you for sticking ard...
later guys..
Cheers
wr
Thursday, May 19, 2005
是否每个笑脸背后都有个不开心的故事？
而越开心的脸孔后隐藏着越不开型的过去？
世界如果简单一点
人若是简单一点。。。
开心就是开心
伤心就是伤心。。。
爱就爱
不爱就不爱。。。
=========================================================
男孩和女孩认识一年多后，才开始发现彼此的存在。
也不知道是什么时候开始，男孩常常约女孩出去。
有时逛街，有时聊天。就算只是坐着面对面没说话，也感觉很自在。
两颗心慢慢的靠近，不知不觉地。
不晓得是默契，还是巧合，或者是害怕对方的反应，都把自己的心意，很好的隐藏起来。
一天，男孩反常得提早送女孩回家。
女孩不解，以为自己说错了什么，还是做了什么让他怀疑自己对他有感情，不知所措。
电话中的女孩，心不在焉。
但女孩终于鼓起勇气，向表白时，男孩对她说：
“其实，我喜欢你”
在女孩还来不及高兴时，他接着说
“但是我不能接受我们在一起会带来的一样眼光。这一步，我想我很难跨出。”
“我并不想逼你做你不想做的事。我只想说，我也喜欢你。就这么简单。”
“那，我们就顺其自然吧？”
“我们能不能收回昨天说的话？一切似乎那么不自然。。。”
“对我而言，收不收回，都一样自然。如果你真的不习惯，说收回会令你好过一点，那么我们就收回昨天的话吧。”
“。。。”
“我真的可以！”
“不如。。。我们试试看交往好吗？”
就这样，男孩和女孩，不管世俗的眼光，走在了一起。
对女孩而言，那可能是她生命中最美的四个月。
天天见面，好似永远都不会感到腻烦。
小小的世界，就属于两个人。小小的地方，似乎永远都不会厌倦。
但是，
如果世界真得那么简单就好了。
两人因为别人的眼光，吵了几次。
那一天，
他发了一则简讯给她，叫她上网差电邮。
两人最不希望发生的事，终究还是发生了。
这一段恋情，还是逃不过世俗的枷锁。
就在即将被揭发时，男孩选着要放弃。
女孩在分手后，没有怪过男孩。那，终究是必然的。
在分手后，女孩却应为一只放不下，而做出一些反常的举动。
本来还有来往的两人，也因为女孩不停的纠缠，而把距离拉得越来越远。
最后，男孩索性，都不理女孩了。。
如果男孩不经意的看到，
女孩想对男孩说
“对不起。
我已经努力的忘记了。假如我不那么执著，今天，或许我们还可能是朋友。在还没忘记前，我想我最好别再传你。。加油！”
=============================================================
以上故事，
纯属虚构，
如有雷同，
纯属不幸。
而越开心的脸孔后隐藏着越不开型的过去？
世界如果简单一点
人若是简单一点。。。
开心就是开心
伤心就是伤心。。。
爱就爱
不爱就不爱。。。
=========================================================
男孩和女孩认识一年多后，才开始发现彼此的存在。
也不知道是什么时候开始，男孩常常约女孩出去。
有时逛街，有时聊天。就算只是坐着面对面没说话，也感觉很自在。
两颗心慢慢的靠近，不知不觉地。
不晓得是默契，还是巧合，或者是害怕对方的反应，都把自己的心意，很好的隐藏起来。
一天，男孩反常得提早送女孩回家。
女孩不解，以为自己说错了什么，还是做了什么让他怀疑自己对他有感情，不知所措。
电话中的女孩，心不在焉。
但女孩终于鼓起勇气，向表白时，男孩对她说：
“其实，我喜欢你”
在女孩还来不及高兴时，他接着说
“但是我不能接受我们在一起会带来的一样眼光。这一步，我想我很难跨出。”
“我并不想逼你做你不想做的事。我只想说，我也喜欢你。就这么简单。”
“那，我们就顺其自然吧？”
“我们能不能收回昨天说的话？一切似乎那么不自然。。。”
“对我而言，收不收回，都一样自然。如果你真的不习惯，说收回会令你好过一点，那么我们就收回昨天的话吧。”
“。。。”
“我真的可以！”
“不如。。。我们试试看交往好吗？”
就这样，男孩和女孩，不管世俗的眼光，走在了一起。
对女孩而言，那可能是她生命中最美的四个月。
天天见面，好似永远都不会感到腻烦。
小小的世界，就属于两个人。小小的地方，似乎永远都不会厌倦。
但是，
如果世界真得那么简单就好了。
两人因为别人的眼光，吵了几次。
那一天，
他发了一则简讯给她，叫她上网差电邮。
两人最不希望发生的事，终究还是发生了。
这一段恋情，还是逃不过世俗的枷锁。
就在即将被揭发时，男孩选着要放弃。
女孩在分手后，没有怪过男孩。那，终究是必然的。
在分手后，女孩却应为一只放不下，而做出一些反常的举动。
本来还有来往的两人，也因为女孩不停的纠缠，而把距离拉得越来越远。
最后，男孩索性，都不理女孩了。。
如果男孩不经意的看到，
女孩想对男孩说
“对不起。
我已经努力的忘记了。假如我不那么执著，今天，或许我们还可能是朋友。在还没忘记前，我想我最好别再传你。。加油！”
=============================================================
以上故事，
纯属虚构，
如有雷同，
纯属不幸。
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Lady : Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?
Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..
Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?
Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.
Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!
Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm...because you are beautiful,because your voice is sweet,because you are caring,because you are loving,because you are thoughtful,because of your smile,because of your every movements.
The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer. Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and became comma.
The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:
Darling,Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No!Therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your care and concern that I like you.. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your smile, because of your every movements that I love you..Now can you smile? Now can you move?No, therefore I cannot love you...
If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.Does love need a reason?
NO!
Therefore, I still love you...And love doesn't need a reason"
Copied from jie's blog. Nice entry. Faith, sincerity - rare commodity in this 'broken down world'. I've found them. Found them in some good friends.
Well, i cant really say i'm going thru difficult times now. Because i'm only 'asking for it'. I was the one going around looking for trouble, it just turned out that i wasn't able to handle them as well as i thought i could.
I'm sick again. Really good timing. Right between the rejectiong and the thailand trip. I have another day to recover. before feeling like shit when i go thailand.
Some weird person jus frenster msg me to lend her biz law books. I've only bought bash ticket from her once. Now i might have to meet her tml evening, go all the way back to clementi to law library to borrow books from law lib. Sometimes i wonder why am i willing to go to such extent for passersby, whom i know i will never talk to again. *raise eyebrows*. Anyway, before your imagination runs wild, its a she.
Been surfing sabasketeers' blogs, those that i could find. there's even one started by them, dedicated to all sabasketeers. Its sweet. They remind me of the days when friendship was the most impt thing in the world, and all else are things i can worry about later, like studies, future, family. The part of my life when i always thought time will be there waiting for me (not literally). Love, belonging, identity was what i seek. The search wasn't too successful, but time has come to move on to something else. The 'future path' that has some how taken shape, trying my best to stay on track. My family that has always been with me. I've learn to let go of certain things, and the more you do it, the better you are at it.
I guess i learn that although frens are impt, there are bound to be people who walk in and out of ur life. They are people whom u learn a great deal from, but you know both of you will move on to other things. Your paths have crossed for once and then, you move on. Perhaps a little heartless, but i'll simply walk away.
But that doesn't mean i do it to everyone that comes into my life. There are this group of special people, who'd stop for you when you fall. Similarly, you'll stop for them whenever they're in trouble. Anything at all, even exams, work can wait. There's mutual understanding that whatever, whenever, that you guys will try to be there for each other.
Ever played the game of Angel and Mortal in secondary schooL? i haven. A mortal will have an angel writing to him/her. The angel, in turn, is a mortal with another angel taking care of him/her.
I have a group of special angels assigned to me.
I haven really been a good angel to anyone, working hard...
Usually, i'd run to people when i'm down and out. Seldom are there people running to me when they're down. I guess its failure on my part. *bitter smile*
Mayb my source of misery is being too caught up with myself..
Cheers
Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..
Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?
Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.
Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!
Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm...because you are beautiful,because your voice is sweet,because you are caring,because you are loving,because you are thoughtful,because of your smile,because of your every movements.
The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer. Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and became comma.
The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:
Darling,Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No!Therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your care and concern that I like you.. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your smile, because of your every movements that I love you..Now can you smile? Now can you move?No, therefore I cannot love you...
If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.Does love need a reason?
NO!
Therefore, I still love you...And love doesn't need a reason"
Copied from jie's blog. Nice entry. Faith, sincerity - rare commodity in this 'broken down world'. I've found them. Found them in some good friends.
Well, i cant really say i'm going thru difficult times now. Because i'm only 'asking for it'. I was the one going around looking for trouble, it just turned out that i wasn't able to handle them as well as i thought i could.
I'm sick again. Really good timing. Right between the rejectiong and the thailand trip. I have another day to recover. before feeling like shit when i go thailand.
Some weird person jus frenster msg me to lend her biz law books. I've only bought bash ticket from her once. Now i might have to meet her tml evening, go all the way back to clementi to law library to borrow books from law lib. Sometimes i wonder why am i willing to go to such extent for passersby, whom i know i will never talk to again. *raise eyebrows*. Anyway, before your imagination runs wild, its a she.
Been surfing sabasketeers' blogs, those that i could find. there's even one started by them, dedicated to all sabasketeers. Its sweet. They remind me of the days when friendship was the most impt thing in the world, and all else are things i can worry about later, like studies, future, family. The part of my life when i always thought time will be there waiting for me (not literally). Love, belonging, identity was what i seek. The search wasn't too successful, but time has come to move on to something else. The 'future path' that has some how taken shape, trying my best to stay on track. My family that has always been with me. I've learn to let go of certain things, and the more you do it, the better you are at it.
I guess i learn that although frens are impt, there are bound to be people who walk in and out of ur life. They are people whom u learn a great deal from, but you know both of you will move on to other things. Your paths have crossed for once and then, you move on. Perhaps a little heartless, but i'll simply walk away.
But that doesn't mean i do it to everyone that comes into my life. There are this group of special people, who'd stop for you when you fall. Similarly, you'll stop for them whenever they're in trouble. Anything at all, even exams, work can wait. There's mutual understanding that whatever, whenever, that you guys will try to be there for each other.
Ever played the game of Angel and Mortal in secondary schooL? i haven. A mortal will have an angel writing to him/her. The angel, in turn, is a mortal with another angel taking care of him/her.
I have a group of special angels assigned to me.
I haven really been a good angel to anyone, working hard...
Usually, i'd run to people when i'm down and out. Seldom are there people running to me when they're down. I guess its failure on my part. *bitter smile*
Mayb my source of misery is being too caught up with myself..
Cheers
Sunday, May 15, 2005
"that's cheating yourself. It is like you don't wanna be late, so you purposely tune ur watch to an earlier time. But you already know the trick already."
the best piece of advice i've received for the weeks.
sighz.
things that people do to deceive themselves. Knowing very well the truth but still go into things blind.
Does that make people happier?
to walk into something knowing at the end of it, you'll feel miserable. But you just dun care for the sake of the two hours of happiness?
din they say live for the moment?
well, perhaps not in this context. When your happiness is build upon someone else's misery..
argh. i donnoe wat i wanna say anymore.
SUckz
wr
the best piece of advice i've received for the weeks.
sighz.
things that people do to deceive themselves. Knowing very well the truth but still go into things blind.
Does that make people happier?
to walk into something knowing at the end of it, you'll feel miserable. But you just dun care for the sake of the two hours of happiness?
din they say live for the moment?
well, perhaps not in this context. When your happiness is build upon someone else's misery..
argh. i donnoe wat i wanna say anymore.
SUckz
wr
Friday, May 13, 2005
I desperately need to let this out of my system.
Some idiots commented that the mass emailing are too long and they don't hav the time to read through, or at the sight of such long emails, simply ignore them.
I had half the mind of replying if they really think that the length of the emails turn them off, den forget about the whole alumni thing. If convenience is what they are looking for, then there is a high chance that they won't be much a contribution right? i mean most of the time we will have to go out of our way to do certain stuff. If the length of the email is your main concern, is your limit of how much time you're willing to spend on this, then i cannot seem to find any reason for your presence in the mailing list.
anyhow,
the bigger question is:
why am i so pissed off?
man, i really don't know.
hahahah
Cheers
wr
Some idiots commented that the mass emailing are too long and they don't hav the time to read through, or at the sight of such long emails, simply ignore them.
I had half the mind of replying if they really think that the length of the emails turn them off, den forget about the whole alumni thing. If convenience is what they are looking for, then there is a high chance that they won't be much a contribution right? i mean most of the time we will have to go out of our way to do certain stuff. If the length of the email is your main concern, is your limit of how much time you're willing to spend on this, then i cannot seem to find any reason for your presence in the mailing list.
anyhow,
the bigger question is:
why am i so pissed off?
man, i really don't know.
hahahah
Cheers
wr
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Random gibberish after exams
jus had a little discussion with a fren over my emails to the yj alumni group - according to him, it looked like a desperate shout out for help.
On my part, i feel that i've done all i can, within my power and limit to help the alumni. Thou it is jus mass emailing the people, i dun think an alumni member ought to be running ard de school trying to put things together, should i? Not to mention i'm not too welcome in school nowadays.
Just the other day when i went back, i was stopped by the security guard (door bitch) and i had to specify who i was visiting in the school before i was allow to even fill up the form for a temp pass (sticker). i highly doubt it is done for the security of the students, when you can call the student out to the front gate if you really needed to talk to the student. I was wondering to myself, does it mean i can only see the teacher whose name i've wrote? and If i wanted to see other teachers, do i have to list all of them down? Now if i wasn't in the office but in the canteen talking to the stall holders, will i get boot out of the school?
Perhaps all that are jus angry thoughts. As an alumni, I felt excluded. All the talk about needing the cooperation, the resources of the alumni is merely a nicer way of telling us, 'hey we need some donations from the alumni'. The graduated students mean nothing to the school except as cashcows to be made used of. it was a clear msg - you guys are jus to provide your services and help, you are not to come and go as and when you like. i feel so welcomed by the school. So much for trying to change the image of the school.
As for the mailing list, i've received two very nice replies from two very senior seniors, who graduated donkey years ago. Two very encouraging emails that volunteered their service to put together a gathering somewhere in june or july. I'm not afraid to admit that i'm on the verge of quiting this whole alumni thing. I guess unless i'm taking home a fat income of $10,000 a month as a well-known lawyer, my words might never carry weight in that place. And it is a very discouraging thought, discouraging but real. No doubt cruel but at the end of the day, it is how the world works. We can disagree with it, but forced to comply with it.
i'm suffering from an illness known widely as 'growing up'. Manifestation of a more fatal disease called 'life'.
cheers
jus had a little discussion with a fren over my emails to the yj alumni group - according to him, it looked like a desperate shout out for help.
On my part, i feel that i've done all i can, within my power and limit to help the alumni. Thou it is jus mass emailing the people, i dun think an alumni member ought to be running ard de school trying to put things together, should i? Not to mention i'm not too welcome in school nowadays.
Just the other day when i went back, i was stopped by the security guard (door bitch) and i had to specify who i was visiting in the school before i was allow to even fill up the form for a temp pass (sticker). i highly doubt it is done for the security of the students, when you can call the student out to the front gate if you really needed to talk to the student. I was wondering to myself, does it mean i can only see the teacher whose name i've wrote? and If i wanted to see other teachers, do i have to list all of them down? Now if i wasn't in the office but in the canteen talking to the stall holders, will i get boot out of the school?
Perhaps all that are jus angry thoughts. As an alumni, I felt excluded. All the talk about needing the cooperation, the resources of the alumni is merely a nicer way of telling us, 'hey we need some donations from the alumni'. The graduated students mean nothing to the school except as cashcows to be made used of. it was a clear msg - you guys are jus to provide your services and help, you are not to come and go as and when you like. i feel so welcomed by the school. So much for trying to change the image of the school.
As for the mailing list, i've received two very nice replies from two very senior seniors, who graduated donkey years ago. Two very encouraging emails that volunteered their service to put together a gathering somewhere in june or july. I'm not afraid to admit that i'm on the verge of quiting this whole alumni thing. I guess unless i'm taking home a fat income of $10,000 a month as a well-known lawyer, my words might never carry weight in that place. And it is a very discouraging thought, discouraging but real. No doubt cruel but at the end of the day, it is how the world works. We can disagree with it, but forced to comply with it.
i'm suffering from an illness known widely as 'growing up'. Manifestation of a more fatal disease called 'life'.
cheers
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
i tried to sleep at 12... tired as i was, i woke up at 250am..
throughout that 'sleep', my mind kept repeating the contract questions i did this afternoon. Trying in everyway to attempt at the questions again..
befor you guys think i'm a nerd who go to sleep thinking about contract exam questions after my papers while i sleep.. i'm not.
Difficult as it may be, if i knew i had put in all my effort, i wouldn't be feeling so bad now..
i just knew i haven tried as hard as i should have...
the kind of panic i felt during the paper today, was something that i've always feared.. Sitting there, in a blank, having no idea what to write. I always tot that was something you'll feel for essay papers that you have to memorise tons of stuff... Today's paper was open book essay.. i had all my notes that i prepared over the past week in front of me..
Not only was i at a lost to what to write, halfway through my discussion, i realised i was writing the wrong things. after a while, i decided what i've writtne was the wrong issue. and it was jus too late to change..
argh...
it's not a very good feeling..
and as all of you can see, my brain is half dead, i have no idea what i'm writing now..
BUT I CANNOT SLEEP!
Hell..
i'm pretty sure i'm not so excited over my holidays that i cant sleep...
This may sound abit sadistic, I have half the mind of punishing myself so that i can feel better. Like when i was young, if i din do well in sch, sometimes i would get punishment.. I thought feeling miserable during the holidays can make up for it.. but it isn't very constructive. I guess i'll have to be abit more creative than tat..
maybe copying ansons?
hahah..
I guess i'll jus have to let it go and sleep today first.. before we can talk about anything at all.
This is a bad start to the 3 mths holidays..
throughout that 'sleep', my mind kept repeating the contract questions i did this afternoon. Trying in everyway to attempt at the questions again..
befor you guys think i'm a nerd who go to sleep thinking about contract exam questions after my papers while i sleep.. i'm not.
Difficult as it may be, if i knew i had put in all my effort, i wouldn't be feeling so bad now..
i just knew i haven tried as hard as i should have...
the kind of panic i felt during the paper today, was something that i've always feared.. Sitting there, in a blank, having no idea what to write. I always tot that was something you'll feel for essay papers that you have to memorise tons of stuff... Today's paper was open book essay.. i had all my notes that i prepared over the past week in front of me..
Not only was i at a lost to what to write, halfway through my discussion, i realised i was writing the wrong things. after a while, i decided what i've writtne was the wrong issue. and it was jus too late to change..
argh...
it's not a very good feeling..
and as all of you can see, my brain is half dead, i have no idea what i'm writing now..
BUT I CANNOT SLEEP!
Hell..
i'm pretty sure i'm not so excited over my holidays that i cant sleep...
This may sound abit sadistic, I have half the mind of punishing myself so that i can feel better. Like when i was young, if i din do well in sch, sometimes i would get punishment.. I thought feeling miserable during the holidays can make up for it.. but it isn't very constructive. I guess i'll have to be abit more creative than tat..
maybe copying ansons?
hahah..
I guess i'll jus have to let it go and sleep today first.. before we can talk about anything at all.
This is a bad start to the 3 mths holidays..
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