:)
Morning run with buddies!

The weekend went well, 1st housewarming was smooth ;) I am so lucky to have great friends, family and good hubby.

Keeping in mind the impermanence of everything, I still want to take a moment to be grateful for all things around me.

To seeing beyond self and being compassionate in the coming week.

Wr

:)
Thank all the bodhisattva we met along the way to help us in one way or another.

I really feel very blessed, for everything went smoothly after the crash.

With the great people around me, nothing is impossible. We lived another day.

I came home to extremely warm and welcoming family and friends, so supportive and comforting at the same time.

This life is a truly blessed one. I only hope to spread my bliss to as many people as possible, to show the same compassion to the people around me, to love others as others have shown me love.

There is nothing more I asked for in this life other than to love the people around me.

Thank you.

在家靠父母出外靠朋友。我三生有幸，交到一班比山还可靠的朋友。朋友，谢谢！

I hope I will never give up on you. Right now, I really feel so helpless every time I look at you...

When will u learn?

World

Please leave me alone.
Time stop ticking.
I need to be by myself for awhile.

今天

I realized I can have a net happy day :)

可能是因为身边有好多强壮的肩膀让我靠，看开变得容易许多。
所以今天要感恩。感恩他们那么地袒护我，以他们的方式照顾，以及守护我。

Today is a net happy day as I realized there are many things to be happy about.

我现在最想做的事：睡觉。
希望一觉醒来，所有的琐碎的事都过去了。

我好累。

为什么本来很简单的事， 可以搞到那么复杂？

为什么人与人之间，可以有这么多的误会，的期望？

好难过。。。

惜福。感恩

From the start of our preparation for the wedding, buying and renovating the flat, most events take place under good conditions with good outcome :)

真的感恩，我们的福报还过得去。

This means that at some point in my life or past life I must have done something right :)

Only hope that I can continue on the right path and inspire people close to me to walk the right path.

快乐

快乐，真的有这么难吗？
为什么你们总是有办法把自己搞的不快乐？

快乐来自内心，没有外在的因素可以帮你获得。有，也只是短暂的。

不要怨天尤人，杞人忧天。学会知足长乐，平平静静的，不是很好吗？

Not a rap song person, I really like the chorus of this song though. Had a chance to listen to the lyrics of the rap more carefully while running today. Really meaningful... A person who has not contacted his family for a long time for various reasons, had a messed up life, and is finally going to call home and go home.

It may be a simple action, to pick up the phone and let your family know how you are doing. But some how, some thing is always more important than family.

When all is said and done, they are the only people who will accept you the way you are :)

可能是没有那么刻苦铭心的故事，可能已经遗忘。。。
也许是这部戏好可爱，好平凡，好牵动人心。。。
整部戏的嬉戏，贯串整部戏的，清涩的爱情故事。把年轻的可爱，顽皮，天真浪漫都表现出来了。 制作人的用心，演员的诚意。

我真的有被感动到。

相信你也和我一样 ；）

今天她说以后会想念我。看着她眼里滚动的泪水，我不知所措。安慰的话不知道从何说起。
阿肥说有空多陪陪她，说她常常提起。。
我会常常回去的。。

今天到东海岸去骑脚车，我骑在后面，好庆幸，我有机会陪他们，看着他们健健康康，开开心心的。 他们不停的重复“已经三十年没有骑了！！”

我们不需要等到失去了什么，才能领悟到亲情的重要。 他们辛苦了几十年，才把我们拉拔大。其实，我们现在需要花在他们身上的时间，比他们用在我们身上的，不算多。一顿饭，一起去逛街，随便哈啦聊天南地北。。。就这样。。。

你今天打电话回家了吗?

Those were the days :)

Even though one day I might forget all the details, I will always remember my partners-in-crime - people who walked me through the difficult times, who are still with me, already out of sight, still thinking about me at times, cant remember me already... I think of you and I will always remember and be grateful that our paths crossed, once upon a time, when it mattered :)

Thank you.

Been really busy with all the preparation. Glad that we have managed ourselves pretty well thus far, no major disagreements. Trying to pace myself/ourselves as this is only the beginning of the preparation.

I am afraid of expectations, my own or others, especially my own. If possible, I'd rather have none and just keep working at the project. I don't think that it is because I do not care, it is because if I care too much, the matter will be more difficult to manage. So set expectations aside and do it as much as I can :p Then you can go with the flow, enjoy the ideas that come along and just add it in. Be Spontaneous and Awesome!

Being an adult is really not easy. So we all have to protect and safeguard our sense of humour, our easy-going-ness. Being adult does not mean being insufferable, anal, demanding. You can be serious, complete your task and still be easy going. Just get the blardy thing done right?

I really treasure my own time now, my own space, my little me-time. Not complaining about not having enough, I know there are times when I need to sacrifice my me-time. Just that, I need this downtime to reflect, check internally on how I am doing, what is it that I'm doing right and needs improvement on. There are pockets of time in the day to do so, but I really would like to have a good block of time to myself each week..

Prioritise. Prioritise my work, my time, my friends. Everything is about priority.

慢慢的，我们都学会分辨，知道忙碌，到底是为了什么。在过程中，慢慢的长大，成熟。
在这的当儿，记得身边陪伴你的人，陪着你欢笑，沮丧，安慰着你得人。
人生，是一个过程。记得享受这个过程。

專輯：
是時候(It's time)

歌名：
愚人的國度

作詞︰孫燕姿/李焯雄
作曲︰李偲菘

愛是愚人的國度 看我們演的好辛苦
是你所謂的領悟 我不懂我不哭
看悲歡喜怒每一步
是疲憊還是依賴的束縛
愛你能不能再重複 讓我懂讓我哭
再讓時間停住 把自己看清楚
不必再說假如 我穿過一地荒蕪
幸福不能碰觸
愛是愚人的國度 不能自拔不懂退出
我們都回不去最初
曾美麗但還是不滿足
愛是自愚愚人演出 答案清楚才能謝幕
劇情 是笑 是哭

愛是愚人的國度 看我們演的好辛苦
是你所謂的領悟 我不懂我不哭
看悲歡喜怒每一步
是疲憊還是依賴的束縛
來你能不能再重複 讓我懂讓我哭
再讓時間停住 把自己看清楚
不必再說假如 我穿過一地荒蕪
幸福不能碰觸
愛是愚人的國度 不能自拔不懂退出
我們都回不去最初 曾美麗但還是不滿足
愛是自愚愚人演出 答案清楚才能謝幕
劇情 是笑 是哭
(愛是愚人的國度 不能自拔不懂退出)
我們都回不去最初 怎麼愛還是不滿足
愛是自愚愚人演出 答案清楚才能謝幕
結局 是笑 是哭

Don't know why.

Everything is relative, even friendship. Sometimes when some people has already written you off, no matter how hard you try, it is difficult to gain back anything, the trust, the relationship, the understanding. Mayb the question is why were you written off in the first place, mayb the question is how did you try to win it back. But no matter what the question is, some things, it just cant be forced. No matter how valid your reasons are for neglecting whatever relationship there is, it will merely be an excuse for the recipient.

Who would want to be left behind? The feeling of being left behind is not and will never be good. The feeling that your friends are far better and has left for greener pastures and are only now turning back as a sign of sympathy cant be good.

Is it merely pride? Is it only an issue of face? Is he/she just trying to get back at you?

Does it matter at this point in time?

Sometimes, I just want to write these off as "if you know me, you will stick by me." It is a rather selfish way of thinking, very self-centered, expecting every one to understand me, instead of putting myself in their shoes. But it is also a kind of self-assurance, quiet confidence in my friends that they are rational enough, they know me enough, they trust me enough to know that I will not leave them behind.

At my end, I know that if this friend were to be in trouble, I have no qualms to help. No matter how much grudges he may hold against me. Actually, I should wish that misfortune will never fall upon him and perhaps, our friendship may just be like two parallel lines, never to touch upon each other again. If that is so, may peace and serenity be with him and his family.

That said, I realised I am becoming slower and slower in my reaction to news... I tend to take a long time to process some shocking news, it is as if my nervous system has been affected badly by drugs usage or something. I blame it on the flu medication I took last night :p

Unable to digest news and offer proper reaction, words. I wonder why is that so. Everything seem so "just the way it is"? I am lacking compassion, lacking feeling, lacking words of expression...
Does this make me a cold person? I doubt so, just a little bit slower.
This just makes me a person who is less able to express herself. I think I am just more careful with my words now and being a person who is usually not so careful, I am not able to process the "right words" so quickly.

Mayb I just have too much time in my hands now.

What do I want with my life?

I am but human.

Subjected to feelings, ill-thoughts, bad habits. I am afraid that such things will consume me.

I know I am not idealistic. I know the world is unfair. So why is it that when unjust is around, I feel affected? It is not for me to judge what is happening.

I feel helpless. I feel disappointed in the system. I should be able to do more, yet I didnt.

These days, I have been rather disappointed in myself too. The work, the attitude. Is this disappointment or simply discontentment? with my life? Why?

Need to find my equilibrium once more. :)

There is still a long long way to go! Jia You!

The day wasn't exactly smooth. Plus I can foresee a difficult period ahead for the next few months.

It is so easy to walk away from the situation, to find my ticket out of difficulties. Yet this time, I want to see myself through this. Perhaps the factors to determine whether I go and stay still lean on the staying side, or perhaps I have so much other commitments that I have to stay.

As someone recently told me, if I had to leave each time times get tough in office, I probably cannot stay at any job for long..

Let's take realistic baby steps in every thing we do this 2011!