Me. Myself & i

hrmmm
well well
for those of u who are interested
my life is goin fine...
not much ups and downs lately
like wat pple say, ping fan shi fu..

yeapz.
begining to think i talk alot.
hahahaha
and no action.
i feel bad lah...
was into some things with the clique.
and i think i'm de onli one not doin anything.
am i really that busy?
i dunno.
somehow de time jus couldn't match with theirs.
i seems to be into alot of things that, in actual fact, are not impt.
k, whether impt or not, it's to individual standards.
sigh.
i can always say i haf alot of things to attend to.
gotta take up some fianancial burden at home.
gotta go ard finding a betta paying job in order to do that.
i hafta hope and pray that i get some tuition job to add on to my meagre pay.
but seriously, i think all of us are facing diff kinds of pressure in life. i may think they're leading a good life, free from worries.
but i jolly well noe that everyone has their own probs... so i'm beginning to think that, perhaps all those are jus excuses. to excuse myself from the responsibility. to excuse myself from making the effort to even be there...

but sometimes, it jus seems dat something is holding me back.

anyway>> i shall try to do wat i can... thou not much. hahaha i always feel useless ard em...but be it buying drinks, or running errands, at least i'm doin something....

anyhow, for my present job, thou i haf flexible hours and i can take leave as and when i like. de environment is fine.
but the pay is really little.
well, we win some, we lose some.
but i cannot take it when i haf to do scanning or photocopying of stuff..
k, so far its onli the third day of work.
we shld gif it some more time....
so i shan't comment tt much.

anyhow>> i'm seriously thinking of switching jobs.
something more interactive.
it's really not me to sit there from dunno when to dunno when.
i'd rather be serving pple in some restaurant.
and the pay is betta loh... $7/hr i get to talk to pple somemore.
i jus hope de venue is somewhere near home..
the travelling fare is really killing me.

hrmmm
looking at job agency online....
argh
i've concluded tt not one day can pass without money.
everything and anything has it's price.
so nez time when u say "money doesnt make the world go round" think again.

i hate it when i haf to worry bout $$...
i hate it when someone dear to me needs it and i can do nuthing about it...

damn