Me. Myself & i

Hehheh heh...
wonder if anyone read this anymore
LOL
but i'm goin to write anyhow.
hahaha

yup yupZzz
been lazing ard alot.
*looks ard*
dun really noe what am i busy with actually.
jus running here and there everyday...
and the bad news is i'm falling sick again!!!
sigh..
let's hope all de herbal tea i've been drinking works.

anyway>>
i think all my scholarship forms are in de rubbish bins now..
sigh..
gonna take loan from bank.
HATe the feeling of being in debt.
ARGH
anyway>> even if i make it to the interview, i might not make it after it.
sigh sigh sigh..
talk about no confidence in oneself.
rah...

hmmm
i think i really dunnoe what i wan to study..
my application forms for the 3 universities reflect totally different courses..
must be crasy.
which reminds me i have to pay the application fee real soon.
ARGH

oh yah. not forgetting kenna fly aeroplane by them yesterday..
initially goin to smu to pay de fees and hand up the documents.
those iderts flew me aeroplane, as usual. not like i haben done it to them. but i realised that mayb goin alone will be much much easier...
becos lately i realised that guys like to be late.
much later than me.
so i'm starting to wonder if they are putting on make up like why other gers are late.
hemmmm no offence bros!
hahahah

lalalalala...
i'm hungry
very hungry...
but noting to eat.
mayb can make a trip to macs
hahaha
miss mac breakfast.
BUT DAMN Ex..
sigh...
everything is money
step out the house only... money...
even at home u switch on the fan also cost money...
haiiiiiiiiii

oh yah.. miss bintan!
went bintan for 3 days.
hhahahaha k k call me swaku
but i neva seen such a nice beach in my life
really really blue and got waves! hahahahahha
can play body board. yeah yeah.. fun very fun
but very ex also
LOL
hahahaha

all de crap that i've been goin thru man..
anyway>> i'm single again! LOL.. wonder am i available
hahahahha
but i think i'm abit to happy to be single.
lalalalla
nah.. relationships not for me.
jus read a chn book about a few unmarried lady talking about love.
hemmm
haven really given up hope on love yet . but also not hoping much hahaha
lalalalla
life goes on~~~~
GRINZ