wahahha..
suppose to be doing my reading like... 2 hours agO!!!
wat de heck am i doin still online?!
basically its due to the lack of self discipline
and secondly, it's becos i'm talking to my neighbour who is living across de street
and for those of u who are wondering who de heck is he
he is my new found eye candy that stays across de street directly opposite my house, or flat rather, and his sister and him both reading law first year like me.
so actually, when he decides not to wait for his sister, i get to go home with him! hahah actually, even if he does we still can go home together. somehow or rather he says i'm weird. sulkz. but hahaha eye candy~
k, someone please remind me not to give him my blog add.
anyway>>let me see, anything more interesting happening now in my life? other than the tons of readings dat i've yet to go into..
hahaha.. not really
but realised that i cant really talk to my tort's tutor, as in i cant really talk in my torts tutorial cos i've yet to get used to the pple there.. hope it'll get better nez time..
oh no
gotta go my sister wanna use
nez time...
Monday, August 30, 2004
Monday, August 16, 2004
i still cannot access my modules in my IVLE!!!!!
i'm officially pissed off with whoever is in charge of it! stupid stupid stupid ..
i cant find out what am i suppose to read!
wat is this man!
even after i sent an email like 2 days ago still no one to rectify the problem?
den what am i suppose to do when de stupid lecturers keep uploading things like they dun nid a break?!
i'm fried.
jus read de pprs, qt interesting stuff they haf on sundays.. or is it i'm getting too boring?
hahaha
there's this report about the MPs gonna go ard collecting suggestions from youths on how they want their country to be govern. one of them said he dun believe that singaporean youths are apathetic when it comes to politics, jus that there is no sufficient avenues for them to voice their opinions.
one thing is that, it took them qt long to realise that?
another is that, i haf a strong feeling, their jus gonna get pple suggesting that we shld haf more rollerblading, skateboarding places, the youths need a break yada yada yada, before you noe it, the dialogue session might jus turn into a complain session... actually, i haf no idea wat is de age range for youth
hahaha 13 to 35?
ok, i think i'm not being fair to our youths..
it's really a good try, perhaps something will come out of it.. instead of youths complaining, and dissing everyone off in online blogs.. i think this is a much more effective avenue, and at least they might see some changes.
if they are hoping to get more youths involved in politics and the shaping of the new singapore, i was thinking mayb they can start like internship for youths aspiring to be a politiciaN? or perhaps they already haf this in place. cos to me it would be interesting to learn how the ministries are run?
well, perhaps the different ministris shld try to work together when coming up with policies.. we all noe that when there's societal problems, it's not only contributed by onli one factor, which comes under the control of one ministry..
anyhow, tt's my 1 cent's worth..
and~
while i'm on de topic of blogging, some chick by de name of xiaxue(or so her blog add claims) got an award fr hongkong for her blog. which the newspaper reported to have been dissing everyone she met off, and her encounters with her exboyfrens.. very interesting world we live in today eh? i mean u get award for openly dissing pple online, being pissed off and vulgar and all that..
from the interview, can tell that she's rather sharp.. from de picture she's rather pretty..
so there goes the theory that pple who appears to be bitter and all that in blogs are ugly freaks who feels that de world owe them a living, shld all be nice and courteous to them becos they are ugly, being considerate for these pple's self esteem.
i'm sayin they are ugly not becos they really look ugly, it's becos they feel ugly and ACT ugly and hate the world for everything, to them, is unfair towards them cos they are ugly.
ppl like this, who cant stop hating the world for everything and do something about themselves, nid two tight slaps, telling them to wake up before their life comes to and end and they look back, recollecting nothing but cursing and swearing at the world for everything that happened to them in life.
or they can jus shoot themselves in the head, if they think the world is such a hopeless place filled with pple who judge them jus becos of looks, save themselves the misery and save others de misery of dealing with their negativity..
do some charity, learn to appreciate the world in a brighter light.. seeing the pple u help smile and laugh and u'll find that u have wasted ur stupid life.
other than complaining pple write sub standard blogs talking about their shopping trips and nitty gritty details bout how loving her bf is, complaining how nokia is designing fones that does serve a purpose, other than dissing ur lecturers about how fierce or authoratative they are,that life is goin to be so much better if you don't hafta study, that the salesperson was so rude to you, that the cute ger in sch is getting so much attention, ur guy teachers are flirting with their students, which i think most probably are subjective views, maybe these pple shld be be brought together and thrown into some poor countries for 3 weeks and learn wat is life. learn how other pple are try to cope with life, and here they are with a computer (some haf more than one), aircon, nice clothes, reasonable good food, great and peaceful country, stressful but semi compulsory education, complaining the world is being unfair to them...
well everyone is entitled to their own views, i wouldn't deny that. but it's jus so irritating when u actually come across blogs that say the world is so bleak cos pple are not getting a grip of their lives... it's sad lah..
well i haf made my comments. and it's probably very biased
but no one will care
hahaha
cos everyone diss everyone in blogs don't they?
i'm jus another blogger
cheers
i'm officially pissed off with whoever is in charge of it! stupid stupid stupid ..
i cant find out what am i suppose to read!
wat is this man!
even after i sent an email like 2 days ago still no one to rectify the problem?
den what am i suppose to do when de stupid lecturers keep uploading things like they dun nid a break?!
i'm fried.
jus read de pprs, qt interesting stuff they haf on sundays.. or is it i'm getting too boring?
hahaha
there's this report about the MPs gonna go ard collecting suggestions from youths on how they want their country to be govern. one of them said he dun believe that singaporean youths are apathetic when it comes to politics, jus that there is no sufficient avenues for them to voice their opinions.
one thing is that, it took them qt long to realise that?
another is that, i haf a strong feeling, their jus gonna get pple suggesting that we shld haf more rollerblading, skateboarding places, the youths need a break yada yada yada, before you noe it, the dialogue session might jus turn into a complain session... actually, i haf no idea wat is de age range for youth
hahaha 13 to 35?
ok, i think i'm not being fair to our youths..
it's really a good try, perhaps something will come out of it.. instead of youths complaining, and dissing everyone off in online blogs.. i think this is a much more effective avenue, and at least they might see some changes.
if they are hoping to get more youths involved in politics and the shaping of the new singapore, i was thinking mayb they can start like internship for youths aspiring to be a politiciaN? or perhaps they already haf this in place. cos to me it would be interesting to learn how the ministries are run?
well, perhaps the different ministris shld try to work together when coming up with policies.. we all noe that when there's societal problems, it's not only contributed by onli one factor, which comes under the control of one ministry..
anyhow, tt's my 1 cent's worth..
and~
while i'm on de topic of blogging, some chick by de name of xiaxue(or so her blog add claims) got an award fr hongkong for her blog. which the newspaper reported to have been dissing everyone she met off, and her encounters with her exboyfrens.. very interesting world we live in today eh? i mean u get award for openly dissing pple online, being pissed off and vulgar and all that..
from the interview, can tell that she's rather sharp.. from de picture she's rather pretty..
so there goes the theory that pple who appears to be bitter and all that in blogs are ugly freaks who feels that de world owe them a living, shld all be nice and courteous to them becos they are ugly, being considerate for these pple's self esteem.
i'm sayin they are ugly not becos they really look ugly, it's becos they feel ugly and ACT ugly and hate the world for everything, to them, is unfair towards them cos they are ugly.
ppl like this, who cant stop hating the world for everything and do something about themselves, nid two tight slaps, telling them to wake up before their life comes to and end and they look back, recollecting nothing but cursing and swearing at the world for everything that happened to them in life.
or they can jus shoot themselves in the head, if they think the world is such a hopeless place filled with pple who judge them jus becos of looks, save themselves the misery and save others de misery of dealing with their negativity..
do some charity, learn to appreciate the world in a brighter light.. seeing the pple u help smile and laugh and u'll find that u have wasted ur stupid life.
other than complaining pple write sub standard blogs talking about their shopping trips and nitty gritty details bout how loving her bf is, complaining how nokia is designing fones that does serve a purpose, other than dissing ur lecturers about how fierce or authoratative they are,that life is goin to be so much better if you don't hafta study, that the salesperson was so rude to you, that the cute ger in sch is getting so much attention, ur guy teachers are flirting with their students, which i think most probably are subjective views, maybe these pple shld be be brought together and thrown into some poor countries for 3 weeks and learn wat is life. learn how other pple are try to cope with life, and here they are with a computer (some haf more than one), aircon, nice clothes, reasonable good food, great and peaceful country, stressful but semi compulsory education, complaining the world is being unfair to them...
well everyone is entitled to their own views, i wouldn't deny that. but it's jus so irritating when u actually come across blogs that say the world is so bleak cos pple are not getting a grip of their lives... it's sad lah..
well i haf made my comments. and it's probably very biased
but no one will care
hahaha
cos everyone diss everyone in blogs don't they?
i'm jus another blogger
cheers
Saturday, August 14, 2004
hahaha i'm qt happy!~
jus sort of finished my first assignment...
i think it's really not up to standard.. but as shervon (my instructor for legal writing) puts it, we're all learning and we're all new to the subject, so no one is expecting you to be fantastic in ur first assignment..
yeah, as long as i hand it up and spend a reasonable amount of time on it ..
i still have like 10 to 15 cases to read to prepare for torts lecture nez week. there goes my weekend..
and i've yet to read up for my SLS... think the only module that yet to haf any reading is contract ..
i'm super lost in sch
no idea wat to bring
no idea how to go about preparing for classes
when they ask us to read, are we suppose to jus read or make some notes..
can i survive without my laptop
wat's de purpose of my laptop anyway?
cant really participate in class cos there are so many smart pple ard, and those who try to sound smart but ask stupid qn. in de end, whenever this particular person raise his/her hand, everyone jus switch off and exchange looks in the LT..
geesh.. wat am i suppose to do with my textbks?
hahaha
other than struggling with the urge to tear it apart.. ;p
i'm qt buried by my books and pprs
and super stressed out by de ppl ard me..
i now only haf a vague idea of wat is jurisdiction, common law, tort, contract, high court, supreme court, court of appeal, subordinate court, legislative, executive, A-G council, yada yada yada and the lists goes on.. and all de big words dat pple use..
they are driving me nuts.
:P
but i'll pull thru!!!!!!
hahahah
i hope
before i become crasy
wahhaha
cheers..
wr
jus sort of finished my first assignment...
i think it's really not up to standard.. but as shervon (my instructor for legal writing) puts it, we're all learning and we're all new to the subject, so no one is expecting you to be fantastic in ur first assignment..
yeah, as long as i hand it up and spend a reasonable amount of time on it ..
i still have like 10 to 15 cases to read to prepare for torts lecture nez week. there goes my weekend..
and i've yet to read up for my SLS... think the only module that yet to haf any reading is contract ..
i'm super lost in sch
no idea wat to bring
no idea how to go about preparing for classes
when they ask us to read, are we suppose to jus read or make some notes..
can i survive without my laptop
wat's de purpose of my laptop anyway?
cant really participate in class cos there are so many smart pple ard, and those who try to sound smart but ask stupid qn. in de end, whenever this particular person raise his/her hand, everyone jus switch off and exchange looks in the LT..
geesh.. wat am i suppose to do with my textbks?
hahaha
other than struggling with the urge to tear it apart.. ;p
i'm qt buried by my books and pprs
and super stressed out by de ppl ard me..
i now only haf a vague idea of wat is jurisdiction, common law, tort, contract, high court, supreme court, court of appeal, subordinate court, legislative, executive, A-G council, yada yada yada and the lists goes on.. and all de big words dat pple use..
they are driving me nuts.
:P
but i'll pull thru!!!!!!
hahahah
i hope
before i become crasy
wahhaha
cheers..
wr
Thursday, August 05, 2004
geesh!!!
been a really busy week~
let me see...
went overnite cycling saturday evening...
saw fireworks on my way to ecp!!!! super nice hahahah great timing yeah?
hrm... had alot of waiting to do.. got there like 8 plus, had some fries and den waited all de way till 11 or 12 before we started cycling.. inclusive of playing ice breakers and collecting bike..
was a whole new exp for me to cycle on de road..
it's really a big big big difference!!!!
hahaha
damn scary, esp i'm so accident prone.. got honked by a taxi at de end of the trail.. hahaha and i noe i was making alot of noise.. wahhaha really damn kia si loh!!!
:p
hahahah oh yeah, saw a really cute guy in my group, nice frenly and all that. and he commented that i dun look like i ever had bf before. this is like de 3rd person saying so.. reason being : i look like those who cannot commit...
i wonder if this is why guys always come to me as good frens and brothers..
hahahaha
but i'm comfortable with status quo, think nothing could be better .. except... :)
oh yeah.. so cycle till like 5 and reach ecp.. not very tiring, except the part about me missing my sleep.. came home ard 7. was so blur that i left without calling becca, and left her like waiting there.. damn man.. and i slept all de way back to ys, so din hear the fone... feel so guilty!!!!!! :P got home, washe up and went to sleep. suppose to wake up at 10 to go give tuition at 11.. but slept all de way to 1252hrs and kept calling my tuition kid.. cos that day i had to get my white long sleeve shirt and black pants for my in-augaration on monday.. and i haf no money.. so i had to go for tuition to get my pay.. but ended up she cancelled tuition.. and i was left stranded, dunnoe who to turn to..
this teaches us not to count our chickens before they hatch... had no choice but to beg borrow from aunt mich.. damn paiseh. only when i have trouble den i msg her.. dunnoe how she sees it lah, but i'm damn uncomfortable with this...
anyhow, had to go all de way to suntec to meet my unker to get it from him instead, since my aunt was in hk working... had lunch at marche (uncle's treat!!) and went to meet niang niang..
our meeting time dragged from 2 all de way to 530.. ultimate.. and 2 pple became 3... hahaha no tt i am complaining lah.. but got my top, bottom and shoes.. aft much hassle and walking ard.. and really felt like killing myself and not turn up for de inaugaration on monday while shopping. yes, i'm one of those few gers who simply cannot stand walking ard aimlessly in shopping centres, hoping to buy something while squeezing through crowds, dat really make me wonder if the whole singapore population is concentrated in town dat day...
however, my mood really swing to de other side right aft i paid for my shoes... and i felt so happY!!! completing my mission!!! hahaha and went to eat at wisma... din really eat since i was meeting dad and mum and sis for roti prata!!!! but paid more den i was suppose to cos i dragged de two poor gers to walk ard with me to get my stuff...
anyhow, monday was qt a serious day, saw our dean, saw my TG (tutorial group) and collected my mailbox keys.. ... did i mention i had to rem ALOT of names.. i'm like.. really bad with names... inaugaration was qt fun.. sat rite in front and doze off when de biggest head was talking.. hahahha first time i dozed off uncontrollably.. wonder if it's him or it's jus me being too tired.. my eyelids simply fell uncontrollably...
hmmm.. woah.. tts only 3 days..
tues went for flag day!!!!
hahaha at first i was really reluctant to go alone!!! den was trying to siam..
budden zy and my ogls too damn cold blooded.. so i was left alone..
aft i got my first 40 cents from an ang mo, i decided to walk to secluded area of somerset to explore, instead of standing a mere 50 steps away from 2 other nus freshie selling flags..
anyway, i walked ard for de sake of exploring, not flaggin! wahhahahah
started flaggin outside a restaurant and fairprice..
really had fun.
even chatted with a couple of donors for some time
whahaha
and i had de heaviest tin when i left, at lunch time. taking into consideration that i was late.. like reached there about 10..
wahhaha
left and de creative talents company called me up on my way to getting my sister a cd..
asked me to go down for an interview de nez day...
in de end i was there later part of de afternoon cos i happened to be free and in town..
was convinced to take some photos on de nez day ..
den i went to give tuition...
today is wednesday.. it is a long day... so i'll cont tml!!
hahaha
cheers
wr
been a really busy week~
let me see...
went overnite cycling saturday evening...
saw fireworks on my way to ecp!!!! super nice hahahah great timing yeah?
hrm... had alot of waiting to do.. got there like 8 plus, had some fries and den waited all de way till 11 or 12 before we started cycling.. inclusive of playing ice breakers and collecting bike..
was a whole new exp for me to cycle on de road..
it's really a big big big difference!!!!
hahaha
damn scary, esp i'm so accident prone.. got honked by a taxi at de end of the trail.. hahaha and i noe i was making alot of noise.. wahhaha really damn kia si loh!!!
:p
hahahah oh yeah, saw a really cute guy in my group, nice frenly and all that. and he commented that i dun look like i ever had bf before. this is like de 3rd person saying so.. reason being : i look like those who cannot commit...
i wonder if this is why guys always come to me as good frens and brothers..
hahahaha
but i'm comfortable with status quo, think nothing could be better .. except... :)
oh yeah.. so cycle till like 5 and reach ecp.. not very tiring, except the part about me missing my sleep.. came home ard 7. was so blur that i left without calling becca, and left her like waiting there.. damn man.. and i slept all de way back to ys, so din hear the fone... feel so guilty!!!!!! :P got home, washe up and went to sleep. suppose to wake up at 10 to go give tuition at 11.. but slept all de way to 1252hrs and kept calling my tuition kid.. cos that day i had to get my white long sleeve shirt and black pants for my in-augaration on monday.. and i haf no money.. so i had to go for tuition to get my pay.. but ended up she cancelled tuition.. and i was left stranded, dunnoe who to turn to..
this teaches us not to count our chickens before they hatch... had no choice but to beg borrow from aunt mich.. damn paiseh. only when i have trouble den i msg her.. dunnoe how she sees it lah, but i'm damn uncomfortable with this...
anyhow, had to go all de way to suntec to meet my unker to get it from him instead, since my aunt was in hk working... had lunch at marche (uncle's treat!!) and went to meet niang niang..
our meeting time dragged from 2 all de way to 530.. ultimate.. and 2 pple became 3... hahaha no tt i am complaining lah.. but got my top, bottom and shoes.. aft much hassle and walking ard.. and really felt like killing myself and not turn up for de inaugaration on monday while shopping. yes, i'm one of those few gers who simply cannot stand walking ard aimlessly in shopping centres, hoping to buy something while squeezing through crowds, dat really make me wonder if the whole singapore population is concentrated in town dat day...
however, my mood really swing to de other side right aft i paid for my shoes... and i felt so happY!!! completing my mission!!! hahaha and went to eat at wisma... din really eat since i was meeting dad and mum and sis for roti prata!!!! but paid more den i was suppose to cos i dragged de two poor gers to walk ard with me to get my stuff...
anyhow, monday was qt a serious day, saw our dean, saw my TG (tutorial group) and collected my mailbox keys.. ... did i mention i had to rem ALOT of names.. i'm like.. really bad with names... inaugaration was qt fun.. sat rite in front and doze off when de biggest head was talking.. hahahha first time i dozed off uncontrollably.. wonder if it's him or it's jus me being too tired.. my eyelids simply fell uncontrollably...
hmmm.. woah.. tts only 3 days..
tues went for flag day!!!!
hahaha at first i was really reluctant to go alone!!! den was trying to siam..
budden zy and my ogls too damn cold blooded.. so i was left alone..
aft i got my first 40 cents from an ang mo, i decided to walk to secluded area of somerset to explore, instead of standing a mere 50 steps away from 2 other nus freshie selling flags..
anyway, i walked ard for de sake of exploring, not flaggin! wahhahahah
started flaggin outside a restaurant and fairprice..
really had fun.
even chatted with a couple of donors for some time
whahaha
and i had de heaviest tin when i left, at lunch time. taking into consideration that i was late.. like reached there about 10..
wahhaha
left and de creative talents company called me up on my way to getting my sister a cd..
asked me to go down for an interview de nez day...
in de end i was there later part of de afternoon cos i happened to be free and in town..
was convinced to take some photos on de nez day ..
den i went to give tuition...
today is wednesday.. it is a long day... so i'll cont tml!!
hahaha
cheers
wr
Friday, July 30, 2004
qt pissed off now.
some idert testing my patience by questioning my integrity.
freaking a*sh*le
yawnn... i jus ate something, so dun think it's rite i go sleep now..
BUT I GOTTA WAKE UP AT LIKE 8?
sigh
matriculation tml..
bahzz
i've done up my table!!!
got really nice pictures and a black board (literaly, a black mounting board) behind! hahaha i think it's super nice...
but will definitely becomes messy once i start sch..
i'll officially be an undergraduate tml....
think it means alot to me..
it shld haf been.
now it all means nuthing..
not anymore..
had a really weird dream in de afternoon! think it's becos i've been sleeping too much.. it's really scary and messed up till i dunnoe wat to make of it.. hahaha but it's qt funny, and qt real. *brrrr*
wearing my spectacles after like.. a mth plus plus?
really not used to it. hahaha having a migraine now.
my og mate called to ask wat to bring tomorrow. haha i never knew i've gotten to de stage of being de "nerdy" kind.. that pple call to ask wat to bring for sch. i tot i used to be those calling others last min to get ready my stuff... de interesting thing is, i actually know wat to bring ! ahahah that's a real change for me..
another week of orientation nez week.. so not so bad, think still can slack for another week... and noe pple all over again.. rather tiring.. entertaining pple. *sigh*
was reading my textbk.. singapore legal system first chapter.. defining national legal system, legal tradition and legal culture.. i was like.. wat de ? de guy says legal culture and legal tradition can be difficult to differentiate and yada yada yada... oh no.. looks like a damn long semester to me..
yeah i think i can go sleep le.. gd nite everyone.
sigh
cheers
wr
some idert testing my patience by questioning my integrity.
freaking a*sh*le
yawnn... i jus ate something, so dun think it's rite i go sleep now..
BUT I GOTTA WAKE UP AT LIKE 8?
sigh
matriculation tml..
bahzz
i've done up my table!!!
got really nice pictures and a black board (literaly, a black mounting board) behind! hahaha i think it's super nice...
but will definitely becomes messy once i start sch..
i'll officially be an undergraduate tml....
think it means alot to me..
it shld haf been.
now it all means nuthing..
not anymore..
had a really weird dream in de afternoon! think it's becos i've been sleeping too much.. it's really scary and messed up till i dunnoe wat to make of it.. hahaha but it's qt funny, and qt real. *brrrr*
wearing my spectacles after like.. a mth plus plus?
really not used to it. hahaha having a migraine now.
my og mate called to ask wat to bring tomorrow. haha i never knew i've gotten to de stage of being de "nerdy" kind.. that pple call to ask wat to bring for sch. i tot i used to be those calling others last min to get ready my stuff... de interesting thing is, i actually know wat to bring ! ahahah that's a real change for me..
another week of orientation nez week.. so not so bad, think still can slack for another week... and noe pple all over again.. rather tiring.. entertaining pple. *sigh*
was reading my textbk.. singapore legal system first chapter.. defining national legal system, legal tradition and legal culture.. i was like.. wat de ? de guy says legal culture and legal tradition can be difficult to differentiate and yada yada yada... oh no.. looks like a damn long semester to me..
yeah i think i can go sleep le.. gd nite everyone.
sigh
cheers
wr
Thursday, July 29, 2004
hahaha
wanted to meet niang niang today.. but end up i had to leave too early, so she decided to meet some other day.
anyhow>> went shopping alone for stuff to put on my table, including 2 foto frames and wanted to get a clock, but de clocks in town too damn ex.. not worthy it..
so yeah. asked my mum to get me one of those from market. hahah more economical..
yeap, got a really nice gift box to keep my precious stuff as well. *grinz*
hmmm den went to help my parents at de stall le...
rather sleepy.
my foot is still hurting, and now even my knee is starting to hurt..
geesh.. i'm starting to panic. cos haf a overnite cycling on friday..
;p Oh NO!
den seems like i cant stand too long..
it's all,
u're my sun shine aft de rain
u're de cure against my fear and my pain
cos i'm losing my mind when u're not ard
it's all
it's all becos of u
baby i
really noe by now
since we met that day
u showed me de way
i felt it den u gave me love i cant describe
how much i feel for u
*
honestly
could it be u and me
like it was before
neither less or more
cos when i close my eyes at nite
i realise that no one else
could take ur place
i still can feel
and it's so real
when u're touching me
kisses endlessly..
*
if i knew how to tell u
wat's on my mind
make u understand
den i'll always be there
right by ur side
u're my sunshine after de rain
u're de cure against my fear and my pain
cos i'm losing my mind
when u're not ard
it's all
it's all becos of u
*yawns*
i'm sleepy~
hahaha
oh yeah was on my leg yeah?
getting crippled liao.. cant get down stairs properly as well
wat de heck.
means i cant go jog.
means i'll cont growing fat
OH NO!
disastrous...
starting sch on monday~
not really looking forward to it cos mondays end at 730.. geesh i think there's some hidden clause somewhere and some students will go home earlier, including me...
sigh
too sleepy
i'm goin off~!!
haf fun pple.
:p
wanted to meet niang niang today.. but end up i had to leave too early, so she decided to meet some other day.
anyhow>> went shopping alone for stuff to put on my table, including 2 foto frames and wanted to get a clock, but de clocks in town too damn ex.. not worthy it..
so yeah. asked my mum to get me one of those from market. hahah more economical..
yeap, got a really nice gift box to keep my precious stuff as well. *grinz*
hmmm den went to help my parents at de stall le...
rather sleepy.
my foot is still hurting, and now even my knee is starting to hurt..
geesh.. i'm starting to panic. cos haf a overnite cycling on friday..
;p Oh NO!
den seems like i cant stand too long..
it's all,
u're my sun shine aft de rain
u're de cure against my fear and my pain
cos i'm losing my mind when u're not ard
it's all
it's all becos of u
baby i
really noe by now
since we met that day
u showed me de way
i felt it den u gave me love i cant describe
how much i feel for u
*
honestly
could it be u and me
like it was before
neither less or more
cos when i close my eyes at nite
i realise that no one else
could take ur place
i still can feel
and it's so real
when u're touching me
kisses endlessly..
*
if i knew how to tell u
wat's on my mind
make u understand
den i'll always be there
right by ur side
u're my sunshine after de rain
u're de cure against my fear and my pain
cos i'm losing my mind
when u're not ard
it's all
it's all becos of u
*yawns*
i'm sleepy~
hahaha
oh yeah was on my leg yeah?
getting crippled liao.. cant get down stairs properly as well
wat de heck.
means i cant go jog.
means i'll cont growing fat
OH NO!
disastrous...
starting sch on monday~
not really looking forward to it cos mondays end at 730.. geesh i think there's some hidden clause somewhere and some students will go home earlier, including me...
sigh
too sleepy
i'm goin off~!!
haf fun pple.
:p
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
i'm super sleepy now~!!!
been lydat since de afternoon...
anyway>> had qt a boring day
packed my cupboards threw another bag of stuff out (plus de other day, i threw out 3 bags altogether)
and stuff my textbks into my cupboard and packed my drawers~
grinz
hmm den brought my sister to her piano exam...
spent half an hour sitting at delifrance reading newspaper..
rather fun lah
but if onli i had more time to finish reading it.
erm other than that i was watching tv and playing some msn game..
really really not productive today
which i planned to use it for reading my texts.
oops
hahaha
anyway i think i wanna go sleep or like conc on trying to interpret my fren's and his ex's conversation.
it's really taxing on de brain manz
sighz
matters of de heart, i can neva understand
cheers
been lydat since de afternoon...
anyway>> had qt a boring day
packed my cupboards threw another bag of stuff out (plus de other day, i threw out 3 bags altogether)
and stuff my textbks into my cupboard and packed my drawers~
grinz
hmm den brought my sister to her piano exam...
spent half an hour sitting at delifrance reading newspaper..
rather fun lah
but if onli i had more time to finish reading it.
erm other than that i was watching tv and playing some msn game..
really really not productive today
which i planned to use it for reading my texts.
oops
hahaha
anyway i think i wanna go sleep or like conc on trying to interpret my fren's and his ex's conversation.
it's really taxing on de brain manz
sighz
matters of de heart, i can neva understand
cheers
Saturday, July 24, 2004
jus got scolded by my parents for staying out late too often...
yeap i noe i'm in de wrong...
staying out late never mean good stuff in de house.. not in any normal house...
dunnoe.. getting scolding from my dad means a whole different thing..
i dun like de disappointed look on his face.
he's really angry this time..
jus this afternoon he drove me to see de physician, now i go out in de middle of de nite to eat supper.
nothing's goin rite...
nothing at all..
sighz..
mayb it's jus me..
i chose the wrong things to do...
nothing's goin rite for me..
wr
yeap i noe i'm in de wrong...
staying out late never mean good stuff in de house.. not in any normal house...
dunnoe.. getting scolding from my dad means a whole different thing..
i dun like de disappointed look on his face.
he's really angry this time..
jus this afternoon he drove me to see de physician, now i go out in de middle of de nite to eat supper.
nothing's goin rite...
nothing at all..
sighz..
mayb it's jus me..
i chose the wrong things to do...
nothing's goin rite for me..
wr
peekaboo~!!
i'm bored.... i'm stuck at home cos i twisted my anklE!!!
watching stupid hong kong show that looks like it's shot in 1990?
hahaha
oh nooooo how am i goinn to get to ecp tml!!!! anyone? hELp?
sigh
i dun dare to go to de "die da yi sheng".... :p
wo pa pa...
think my daddy fetching me there later..
sulkzzz
yawnz
i think i can go sleep again... wait for my ma ma to come home..
lalal blog later..
:)
cheers
i'm bored.... i'm stuck at home cos i twisted my anklE!!!
watching stupid hong kong show that looks like it's shot in 1990?
hahaha
oh nooooo how am i goinn to get to ecp tml!!!! anyone? hELp?
sigh
i dun dare to go to de "die da yi sheng".... :p
wo pa pa...
think my daddy fetching me there later..
sulkzzz
yawnz
i think i can go sleep again... wait for my ma ma to come home..
lalal blog later..
:)
cheers
Friday, July 23, 2004
i jus got home, showered.
neva had i been so drunked. good thing i was in my sister's club, if not i wont noe how to get home... i think i sprain my ankle as a descended from de dance floor jus now... ouch.. anyway, had my fair share of clubbing..
got to knoe qt a number of pple at de club.. and all of them got to noe me as de "xiao mei mei"
hahaha technically yes, i'm rather young there...
try to understand, i'm typing rather ... not soberly here?
LOL..
yeah..
if i'm not sober there wil be alot of stuff dat i wanna do.. .. alot alot.
but i'll always be me.
i'll be guarded...
i had alot of baby sitters today!!! grinz.. from de waiter to de regulars.. even thou it's like de first day i'm officially noen there... it's rather interesting.. i like de warmth i get there.. rather fun.. grinz. but it's a whole new story tml, cos i'l haf to pay if i wanna drink tml yeah?
grinz btw for all ur info: it's ladies nite on thurs for siam supper club, and there's no cover charge. age limit is way above my age, by who cares...
sigh,
it's de most lonely when u're surrounded with de most pple.
i'll be another me when i wake up tml. i noe.
cheers
wr
neva had i been so drunked. good thing i was in my sister's club, if not i wont noe how to get home... i think i sprain my ankle as a descended from de dance floor jus now... ouch.. anyway, had my fair share of clubbing..
got to knoe qt a number of pple at de club.. and all of them got to noe me as de "xiao mei mei"
hahaha technically yes, i'm rather young there...
try to understand, i'm typing rather ... not soberly here?
LOL..
yeah..
if i'm not sober there wil be alot of stuff dat i wanna do.. .. alot alot.
but i'll always be me.
i'll be guarded...
i had alot of baby sitters today!!! grinz.. from de waiter to de regulars.. even thou it's like de first day i'm officially noen there... it's rather interesting.. i like de warmth i get there.. rather fun.. grinz. but it's a whole new story tml, cos i'l haf to pay if i wanna drink tml yeah?
grinz btw for all ur info: it's ladies nite on thurs for siam supper club, and there's no cover charge. age limit is way above my age, by who cares...
sigh,
it's de most lonely when u're surrounded with de most pple.
i'll be another me when i wake up tml. i noe.
cheers
wr
Thursday, July 22, 2004
the question is not whether can i live without men... the question is, must they come in de form of boyfrens?
hahaha
i haf alot of guy frens. and platonic frenship btwn guys and gers do exists. unless de gers wanna be treated in a nicer way, say being send home, opening of doors, basically want guys to be nice. if not, guys and gers can be platonic frenz.
wat a song...
right here waiting by richard marx.
if i see you nez to never, how can we say forever?
oh cant u see it baby? u've got me goin crazy...
but in de end if i'm with you
i'll take de chance...
walked from bishan to amk... to buy something..
something else i came up with...
guys, i jus want to be with de best. unfortunately, there's nothing such as de best kind of guys ard. and de good ones are taken.
think it's not de best time to blog now..
hahaha
i haf alot of guy frens. and platonic frenship btwn guys and gers do exists. unless de gers wanna be treated in a nicer way, say being send home, opening of doors, basically want guys to be nice. if not, guys and gers can be platonic frenz.
wat a song...
right here waiting by richard marx.
if i see you nez to never, how can we say forever?
oh cant u see it baby? u've got me goin crazy...
but in de end if i'm with you
i'll take de chance...
walked from bishan to amk... to buy something..
something else i came up with...
guys, i jus want to be with de best. unfortunately, there's nothing such as de best kind of guys ard. and de good ones are taken.
think it's not de best time to blog now..
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
took wrong train at jurong east... took towards boon lay instead, drop at chinese garden...... tot tt since i had de time and i'm there already, i walked to chinese garden... and walked ard and climb the pagoda... haha too bad de door on de top floor is locked... so can onli look out from de 7th floor...
rather interesting afternoon. walking ard everywhere...
being alone can be interesting too...
act. nuthin much.. dun really wanna go bishan tml..
damn but marina called...
i dunwan to wake up again..
ever again...
hahaha no worries, i will neva take my life. will never.
grinz
cheers.
rather interesting afternoon. walking ard everywhere...
being alone can be interesting too...
act. nuthin much.. dun really wanna go bishan tml..
damn but marina called...
i dunwan to wake up again..
ever again...
hahaha no worries, i will neva take my life. will never.
grinz
cheers.
Monday, July 19, 2004
hmmmmm nothin much to write today...
went to cwp and walk ard.. din find wat i was looking for.
yawnz. read one and a half book.. din get my bks from de ger, cos tenny said he'll find some1 else to sell de bks to me... 365 is too much... :p
hahaha totally braindead, i haf no idea how am i going back to sch in this state of mind.. must be all de alcohol and late nites. i'm becoming retarded. so it's true that alcohol retard growth and stuff lydat.
=p
anyway on my way to cwp, chat with an indian old man. rather interesting. he was eating tobacco (or so he claims, i wonder how pple eat tobacco like sweets) in order to stop smoking...*rather contradicting* hahaha but anyway, it's always interesting to talk to strangers. de things dey tell u...
dun really haf much to blog about.. afraid i might bore u all to death. tt's if anyone's reading
life's getting too mundane!!!!! nothing can spice it up i guess. it's so damn boring... becos it's peaceful.. see, pple are neva contented with wat they haf...
where's my darling brother??? sigh.. din see him online today.
oh no.. de bks are giving me headache!!!!!!
damn.. decisions...
shld i jus take de set that is more complete?
call de ger tml...
3 bks in de list plus 2 not on de list cost 130... i got 7 more to buy!!!
tt's way way way offfff budget i think... or issit? geesh. damn it. i haven yet to see de state de bks are in !
i'm goin to faint
damn!
went to cwp and walk ard.. din find wat i was looking for.
yawnz. read one and a half book.. din get my bks from de ger, cos tenny said he'll find some1 else to sell de bks to me... 365 is too much... :p
hahaha totally braindead, i haf no idea how am i going back to sch in this state of mind.. must be all de alcohol and late nites. i'm becoming retarded. so it's true that alcohol retard growth and stuff lydat.
=p
anyway on my way to cwp, chat with an indian old man. rather interesting. he was eating tobacco (or so he claims, i wonder how pple eat tobacco like sweets) in order to stop smoking...*rather contradicting* hahaha but anyway, it's always interesting to talk to strangers. de things dey tell u...
dun really haf much to blog about.. afraid i might bore u all to death. tt's if anyone's reading
life's getting too mundane!!!!! nothing can spice it up i guess. it's so damn boring... becos it's peaceful.. see, pple are neva contented with wat they haf...
where's my darling brother??? sigh.. din see him online today.
oh no.. de bks are giving me headache!!!!!!
damn.. decisions...
shld i jus take de set that is more complete?
call de ger tml...
3 bks in de list plus 2 not on de list cost 130... i got 7 more to buy!!!
tt's way way way offfff budget i think... or issit? geesh. damn it. i haven yet to see de state de bks are in !
i'm goin to faint
damn!
Thursday, July 15, 2004
zouk is officially off my list of clubbing places.
twice i went, twice bad exp... PACKED with pple, impossible to move ard. de 45 mins i was there, was spent TRYING to move arnd and LOOKing for pple. how fun is that? wat were they thinking when they say it's goin to be happening? happening cos u can walk ard and say "OH HI! u're here! it's so happening huh? i saw XXX jus now near de bar. oh yeah, see u ard later huh..."
hell.
i'm sorry.
qt pissed with de place.
a song on class 95 jus saved de pissed off day....
A WHOLE NEW WORLD!!!
grinz. sweet, walt-disney, fairy-airy.. song...
i wanna be young again, young and naive again...
believe in happily ever after...
believe that everyone is nice...
nothing much to do except fall in love.
met kaiwei for dinner jus now... talked about wat happened in our lives lately...
i dun feel like bloggin today..
cheers.
wr
twice i went, twice bad exp... PACKED with pple, impossible to move ard. de 45 mins i was there, was spent TRYING to move arnd and LOOKing for pple. how fun is that? wat were they thinking when they say it's goin to be happening? happening cos u can walk ard and say "OH HI! u're here! it's so happening huh? i saw XXX jus now near de bar. oh yeah, see u ard later huh..."
hell.
i'm sorry.
qt pissed with de place.
a song on class 95 jus saved de pissed off day....
A WHOLE NEW WORLD!!!
grinz. sweet, walt-disney, fairy-airy.. song...
i wanna be young again, young and naive again...
believe in happily ever after...
believe that everyone is nice...
nothing much to do except fall in love.
met kaiwei for dinner jus now... talked about wat happened in our lives lately...
i dun feel like bloggin today..
cheers.
wr
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
k get back to business...
yeap.. my eye is more or less back to normal.
did i mention i dyed my hair...
well..
class 95 says lemon can be spermicide
hahaha from aust ...
20% solution destroy 90% of hiv something
hahahaha out of point.
yeah.. it's difficult to conc when u're listening to de radio...
wahhh now it's even better... my sister brought usher cd back..
i dunnid to sleep liao!!!!
WHAHAHAH
super nice..
i cant blog at all!!!!!
well, almost everyone has gone off...
and i haf to wake up by 930 tml.. act earlier, wanna go joggin...
k now everyone has gone off le.
in de middle of de nite, when everyone's asleep, when u're alone, what is it that is in ur mind?
who is that person ur heart misses?
calling out for?
i've made so many plans for de rest of de week...
de rest of de year..
de rest of my life..
but how sure am i dat i'll live till dat day? dat moment? dat second?
i'm not sure at all..
how sure am i dat i'll want to do dat in dat moment in dat second?
i'm not sure at all..
we make plans for tomorrow, de day after tomorrow and there after...
haf we ever tot that if we neva treasure this moment, this second then there'll never be a tomorrow, becos all the tomorrows dat we talk about.. is made up of many this moments, this seconds.
tomorrow will never come if we neva treasure all de little this moment and this second...
-=je t'aime beaucoup. if tomorrow neva come, i left with love in my heart.i want to know de last words i said is of love for you and not hate. like i always said...=-
treasure.
if you haf someone whom u love and loves you.
to have someone like dat is difficult, to MEEt someone like dat is even more difficult.
cheers.
wr
0006hrs
140704
yeap.. my eye is more or less back to normal.
did i mention i dyed my hair...
well..
class 95 says lemon can be spermicide
hahaha from aust ...
20% solution destroy 90% of hiv something
hahahaha out of point.
yeah.. it's difficult to conc when u're listening to de radio...
wahhh now it's even better... my sister brought usher cd back..
i dunnid to sleep liao!!!!
WHAHAHAH
super nice..
i cant blog at all!!!!!
well, almost everyone has gone off...
and i haf to wake up by 930 tml.. act earlier, wanna go joggin...
k now everyone has gone off le.
in de middle of de nite, when everyone's asleep, when u're alone, what is it that is in ur mind?
who is that person ur heart misses?
calling out for?
i've made so many plans for de rest of de week...
de rest of de year..
de rest of my life..
but how sure am i dat i'll live till dat day? dat moment? dat second?
i'm not sure at all..
how sure am i dat i'll want to do dat in dat moment in dat second?
i'm not sure at all..
we make plans for tomorrow, de day after tomorrow and there after...
haf we ever tot that if we neva treasure this moment, this second then there'll never be a tomorrow, becos all the tomorrows dat we talk about.. is made up of many this moments, this seconds.
tomorrow will never come if we neva treasure all de little this moment and this second...
-=je t'aime beaucoup. if tomorrow neva come, i left with love in my heart.i want to know de last words i said is of love for you and not hate. like i always said...=-
treasure.
if you haf someone whom u love and loves you.
to have someone like dat is difficult, to MEEt someone like dat is even more difficult.
cheers.
wr
0006hrs
140704
grinz..
love songs on class 95...
there's a hero
if you look inside ur heart
u dun haf to be afraid of wat u are
there's an ans.
if you reach into ur soul
and de sorror tat you know
will melt away
and den hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and u cast ur fear aside
u noe u can survive
when u feel ur hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and u'll finally see de truth
that a hero lies in u
its a long road
and u feel alone...
you can find love
if you search within urself
and that emptiness ur feel
will disappear
hold on
there'll be a tomolo
in time
you'll find a way...
i'll find my way.
grinz.
shld haf seen it coming
shld haf read de signs
anyway
i guessed its over
cant believe tt i'm de fool again
i tot this will never end
how was i to noe
u nver told me
cant believe tt i'm de fool again
and i who tot u were my fren
how was i to noe
u never told me
baby
u shld haf called me
when u were lonely
when u nided me to be there
sadly u neva gave me
too many chances to show u how much i care
shld have seen it coming
shld haf read de signs
anyway....
i guess it's over...
wah.. real test of my typing skills... FUN
wahhahaha
love songs on class 95...
there's a hero
if you look inside ur heart
u dun haf to be afraid of wat u are
there's an ans.
if you reach into ur soul
and de sorror tat you know
will melt away
and den hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and u cast ur fear aside
u noe u can survive
when u feel ur hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and u'll finally see de truth
that a hero lies in u
its a long road
and u feel alone...
you can find love
if you search within urself
and that emptiness ur feel
will disappear
hold on
there'll be a tomolo
in time
you'll find a way...
i'll find my way.
grinz.
shld haf seen it coming
shld haf read de signs
anyway
i guessed its over
cant believe tt i'm de fool again
i tot this will never end
how was i to noe
u nver told me
cant believe tt i'm de fool again
and i who tot u were my fren
how was i to noe
u never told me
baby
u shld haf called me
when u were lonely
when u nided me to be there
sadly u neva gave me
too many chances to show u how much i care
shld have seen it coming
shld haf read de signs
anyway....
i guess it's over...
wah.. real test of my typing skills... FUN
wahhahaha
Saturday, July 10, 2004
heard alot these few days.
talked alot these few days.
ran ard alot these few days.
i'm losing myself.
frankly speaking, i really dun't noe who am i now.
this is not a stunt to get attention.
i'm starting to shock myself with things i say, with things i do, with whom i've become sometimes...
pple start to tell me who they think i am and i'm like.."was i?" "am i lydat"
i dunnoe...
i'm really wondering wat is happening..
and who am i now?
wat am i looking for?
what do i want now?
i'm filled with questions that i dunnoe how to ans...
how was i like?
can i go back to who i was?
think i'm really goin into a bad case of identity crisis...
or is this de result of not getting enough sleep..
sometimes somethings i say comes out so fast it shock me.
sometimes de day before i'm all down and out and de nez day i'm alright.. trying to make pple feel betta..
one min i talk about appreciatin my family, nez min i realise i'm not spending enough time at home...
one moment i'm talking bout staying single, nez min i find myself feeling so alone.. so afraid to be alone...
i really cant define myself now..
or are all these definitions of me?
or are these very bad pms that i'm experience...
i hear so many things, gif very cynical comments.
was i like daT?
yet i haf pple telling me i look chirpy, happy, fairy-airy...
hahah from my og.
btw>> i dun think it's cool to be cynical and negative. so... yah...
god only noes wat happened.
-=u saw the angel in me, carved it out and set it free=-
i'm learning how to fly with the wings u gave me... de day i can fly is the day i'll fly back to u...
cheers
wr
talked alot these few days.
ran ard alot these few days.
i'm losing myself.
frankly speaking, i really dun't noe who am i now.
this is not a stunt to get attention.
i'm starting to shock myself with things i say, with things i do, with whom i've become sometimes...
pple start to tell me who they think i am and i'm like.."was i?" "am i lydat"
i dunnoe...
i'm really wondering wat is happening..
and who am i now?
wat am i looking for?
what do i want now?
i'm filled with questions that i dunnoe how to ans...
how was i like?
can i go back to who i was?
think i'm really goin into a bad case of identity crisis...
or is this de result of not getting enough sleep..
sometimes somethings i say comes out so fast it shock me.
sometimes de day before i'm all down and out and de nez day i'm alright.. trying to make pple feel betta..
one min i talk about appreciatin my family, nez min i realise i'm not spending enough time at home...
one moment i'm talking bout staying single, nez min i find myself feeling so alone.. so afraid to be alone...
i really cant define myself now..
or are all these definitions of me?
or are these very bad pms that i'm experience...
i hear so many things, gif very cynical comments.
was i like daT?
yet i haf pple telling me i look chirpy, happy, fairy-airy...
hahah from my og.
btw>> i dun think it's cool to be cynical and negative. so... yah...
god only noes wat happened.
-=u saw the angel in me, carved it out and set it free=-
i'm learning how to fly with the wings u gave me... de day i can fly is the day i'll fly back to u...
cheers
wr
Friday, July 09, 2004
well well..
hafta make a report of how my 08/07 went.
here goes...
let me see...
had my og outing yesterday morning... was late meeting colleen to take zy car to ecp...hahah as usual? paiseh paiseh... but zy said somthing about it drizzling, so no point they go first anyway.. so ended up waiting for me.. de rain saved de dayyyyy.. in a way...
cycle in de rain... .. feel rather dumb lah.. go all de way to ecp to get drenched and an aching buttock.. hahaha they haf a queer definition of enjoyment.. budden had my fair share of fun listening to their 'jokes' and stuff.. hahaha
was ferried by zy to parkway, really thankful to haf someone who drives and has a car in de og... haha and really owe it to him, if not we'll all haf to cycle in de rain to parkway and back to return the bicycles...
ate sushi at parkway.
was effectively ignore on sms. started to feel damn low and pissed off. feel damn bad towards my og.. had to leave early and summore wasn't really myself at sakae.. so.. i'm sorry guys..
anyway, took a bus from parkway to tampines and then to yishun to change to cab to yj... to be late for de meeting... looked at pictures, see de video, teared alittle and den .. alot of stuff happen. at least in my mind there was alot of things goin on at the same time. was really down yesterday and god noes why.
talked to ma ma.. felt much much betta.
i dunnoe wat to say le.
cont tml...
cheers
wr
hafta make a report of how my 08/07 went.
here goes...
let me see...
had my og outing yesterday morning... was late meeting colleen to take zy car to ecp...hahah as usual? paiseh paiseh... but zy said somthing about it drizzling, so no point they go first anyway.. so ended up waiting for me.. de rain saved de dayyyyy.. in a way...
cycle in de rain... .. feel rather dumb lah.. go all de way to ecp to get drenched and an aching buttock.. hahaha they haf a queer definition of enjoyment.. budden had my fair share of fun listening to their 'jokes' and stuff.. hahaha
was ferried by zy to parkway, really thankful to haf someone who drives and has a car in de og... haha and really owe it to him, if not we'll all haf to cycle in de rain to parkway and back to return the bicycles...
ate sushi at parkway.
was effectively ignore on sms. started to feel damn low and pissed off. feel damn bad towards my og.. had to leave early and summore wasn't really myself at sakae.. so.. i'm sorry guys..
anyway, took a bus from parkway to tampines and then to yishun to change to cab to yj... to be late for de meeting... looked at pictures, see de video, teared alittle and den .. alot of stuff happen. at least in my mind there was alot of things goin on at the same time. was really down yesterday and god noes why.
talked to ma ma.. felt much much betta.
i dunnoe wat to say le.
cont tml...
cheers
wr
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