Me. Myself & i

heard alot these few days.
talked alot these few days.
ran ard alot these few days.

i'm losing myself.
frankly speaking, i really dun't noe who am i now.
this is not a stunt to get attention.

i'm starting to shock myself with things i say, with things i do, with whom i've become sometimes...
pple start to tell me who they think i am and i'm like.."was i?" "am i lydat"
i dunnoe...
i'm really wondering wat is happening..
and who am i now?
wat am i looking for?
what do i want now?
i'm filled with questions that i dunnoe how to ans...
how was i like?
can i go back to who i was?

think i'm really goin into a bad case of identity crisis...
or is this de result of not getting enough sleep..

sometimes somethings i say comes out so fast it shock me.
sometimes de day before i'm all down and out and de nez day i'm alright.. trying to make pple feel betta..
one min i talk about appreciatin my family, nez min i realise i'm not spending enough time at home...
one moment i'm talking bout staying single, nez min i find myself feeling so alone.. so afraid to be alone...

i really cant define myself now..

or are all these definitions of me?

or are these very bad pms that i'm experience...

i hear so many things, gif very cynical comments.
was i like daT?

yet i haf pple telling me i look chirpy, happy, fairy-airy...
hahah from my og.

btw>> i dun think it's cool to be cynical and negative. so... yah...

god only noes wat happened.

-=u saw the angel in me, carved it out and set it free=-

i'm learning how to fly with the wings u gave me... de day i can fly is the day i'll fly back to u...

cheers

wr