heyZ.. it's been awhile since i blogged... however, not many people will look at my blog, so there's no stress at all :)
think alot of stuff have been happening throughout this period, gotta slowly update one by one...
well, firstly, for anyone tt's interested, i'm attached. dun think i wanna elaborate too much, jus a really great guy that i think i'm not really good enough for (i'm not being humble here)...
secondly, starting to have papers that count, meaning really had to mug very hard for the pprs, even 5% counts... and had my first tort paper today.. hahaha guess wat, all de talk about not having enough time to finish the paper... i was sitting there 15 mins prior to end of paper, looking at others busy scribling, wondering to myself 'why do they have so much to write'... like 5 min before time's up, i was busy scribling something which does not really appear in the ppr..
when paper ended, though i din write alot, i think i put in enough effort for the ppr. i'm not even thinking about the score..
have the postponed SLS ppr on Sat... my dear lecturer brought the qn to vietnam last week and had difficulty sending it back in time .. it was qt irritating, considering the fact that they were talking about how important it was to hand in assignments in time. becos later in our careers, deadline must be followed really strictly as courts and judges do not give leeway... I mean they even went through the trouble to set up a practice workbin for us to try uploading something just to make sure we could do it... and they themselves have the technical problem... Talk about double standard... should have asked him to write us a report (as we have to write one if we fail to turn up for his lecture...)

thirdly, have extra responsibilities right now.. for all who're letting ur imagination run wild, no i'm not pregnant, i joined law club.. am the social welfare secretary in law club.. alot of meetings, invitation to this and that.. with my tuitionS.. i really wonder if i can juggle them all at once... at this point, i jus wanna say i'm super glad i have a super understanding bf who waited for me till 7 in de evening when his lesson ended at 2, jus to go home with me.. lend me his shoulder to sleep everytime we're travelling.. cos i'm really not sleeping enough.. :p

yeap..
sorta 'quarrel' with my good fren..
really good fren i think..
i think i really neglected the people around me.. growing more and more self-centred as each day passes...
getting really really short tempered nowadays.. really impatient..
but we 'quarrel' not becos of my temper or my lack of patience.. quarrel becos i emailed her telling her i'm attached after a while since we met... she thinks we only go to her cos we haf prob in r/s or have bf stuff to tell her.. i'm qt disappointed.. perhaps our frenship did not really grow with time.. i'm qt disappointed with myself, perhaps i really took her for granted, did not stand in her position to judge if what i was telling her was material enough.. like i did not really pay attention to her as an individual..

i was wrong about how free and easy frenship could be... any kind of relationship needs time and care for it to blossom... without care and attention, think it'll jus wither and die... i tot we had a frenship forged so strong that irregular meetings will be adequate... that we know we'll always be there if something bad happens to each other.. apparently it was not the case..
after this episode, i really dunnoe on what occasion can i look for her? what should i say when i meet her? i have said this to other people before, that if a frenship will require one to think thrice before saying anything, then it's really qt superficial, thinking twice is reasonable.... Din't noe it could apply to us one day..

i should not get too emotional.. it's been awhile since i got too emotional.. and i really dun like the emotional me.. i'm losing touch with that and it is good.. having too much feelings is really not good... be considerate towards other's feelings, but don't have too much feelings urself..

even after you're gone, u cont to teach me... u teach me how to protect myself, by staying in my heart.

be back real soon.
good nite.

wr

hemmmm
din go for dinner with my farmer frenz.
went to study, edit abit of my close memo, read some torts. rather productive compared to stayin at home...

feels much better now :) he said it din haf much impression on him. so i guess i still have a fren

hemm.. eugene says i'm super confused, blur, dunnoe wat i want individual. well, wat to do, when things involve more than one person, it jus gets more complex, in an exponential manner...
it's easier to be alone... with occasional showers of blessings.. haha dun sound right.

i'm goin to blog in my other blog.
talk to u nez time.

wr

as the heart and mind battles...

hahah never tot i'll be caught again. but i noe this time it's a mild one, i could still get myself out of it. i mean i could see it coming, there's a black hole in front of me, take de plunge or step over it...
looking at the situation, his reactions, my past experience, my fren's experience.. my mind tells me to step over it..

"never let the fear of striking out keep u out of the game.."
i'm a coward


"I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn" usher- burn

grinz.
i dunno what i'm typing. jus typing
need to get some emotions out before i go back to my books, if not any attempt will jus be in vain
random tots..

"It's the simple things in life we forget
You hear her talkin' but don't hear what she said
Why do you make something so easy so complicated
Searching for what's right in front of your face
But you can't see it" Usher - simple things

stop trying to read into things. been doin that too much. but a girl will always be a girl, think too much... hahah if i could get rid of this as well..

well, i think there goes a fren. think i talked abit too much yesterday. jus rem wat i said at the end of the conversation. hahaha very clever, wat a thing to say... "i nid to get a grip" LOL.. i'm amazed with myself, budden how could u blame a person that is chatting at like 2 am in the morning? well, i guess it makes things abit easier now.. hahaha. ;p

let me see, anymore things to say...
hmmmm
hahaha i think i jus found something very interesting that i said yesterday as well..
:P qt screwed.

k k.. life's much easier now...
thou i dunnoe wat i wan, i think wateva i said has actually decided for me.
life's going to be fine, sunny, occasional showers... and jus me

wr

not in a good mood.
stressed out, memories came flooding back, overwhelming me... and i'm super stubborn, cont to listen to all de sappy songs...
i noe it's not the time for me to whine, somehow i think that i dun haf the right to be whining. there's so many things waiting for me to do, to complete, to achieve.. what's there to whine about, what is there to think about? what is there to cry about?

i feel rather lost.

where am i heading? why am i doing all these?

i'm already in this, it's really not up to me to turn back. and i will never turn back.
admitting to defeat is something i don't allow myself to do.
i know i'm goin to pull thru, jus like how i pulled myself thru that period of time... pain is nothing but a process, a phase.. crying will only teach you to be wiser, to learn how to protect yourself from being hurt again...

haha, jus when i tot my life turn for the better, that my fren commented it's been a while since i had been so chirpy. then i realised it never really left, it was at the back of my mind, constantly reminding me of the past.
5 months is not enough.. :) my bestest bud was rite, forget about love, conc on studies, "not hurt enough?" even thou i never told him anything haha

i nid to get a new hobby.. learn how to de-stress. like learning archery? bladding??

i'm sorry about the really bimbotic entry today- i dun mean i haf the looks to be one, but mayb de intellectual level.

wo xin li de gan qing
dou dui ni shuo
ma lu shang tian tian dou zai sai
er yi ge ren tian tian zai deng dai
mei you ni re zi hen hei bai
yuan lai zhe yang jiu shi lian ai
wo xiang yao ni zai wo shen bian
fen xiang wo shen ming de mei yi tian
wo xiang yao tian tian shuo
tian tian shuo
tian tian dui ni shuo....
wo ai ni.
david tao, tian tian

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well, let me think of something nice to say.. to balance it out.
currently, alot of nice frens ard, mostly guys, or all? hemm
good fren, best fren, bestest fren all happens to be guys
and it happens that they're all from ACS, and they're christian~
hmmm
very interesting rite? so far no one tried to convert me yet, maybe they noe they will never succeed hahaha
well, another very interesting factor is they all haf dream gers already !! haha yeap so we're platonic frens k, mai siao siao.. hahah not many pple can have such achievements rite? i'm goin to like become part of them really soon, judging from the fact that been looking at gers (well i still look at guys), and abit violent, and abit loud. starting to curse and swear... very soon, i might not have any suitors at all, not like i have any now but yeah...

hmmm that's de weirdest thing happening around me... *thinks*
yeah>> and my bestest bud is my neighbour, so refer to earlier entry, he has appeared as an eye candy hahah and i actually reminded myself not to give him my blog add. but since we're now bestest bud, i tot it's only right... self proclaimed anti social, cant really talk person. super good christian, dun even drink (wonder why is he a fren now) hmmm good guy, too bad his taken. hahahaha well, if u gers pay me enough mayb i'll keep track of his love life for u all. LOL :) i nid money ah fren.. mus understand..

good fren is supposedly the hottest guy in law fac, i'm still wondering wat they based on to come up with that... cant really comment too much, cos i still want to keep our friendship. hahaha he's cute but definitely not my kind of cute. that's why we can be good frens~ but den again, this guy can be good frens with any ger, think to make his head abit bigger (ego i mean)

and my best fren is an AGP, like a super blur big brother. ask him about outside law stuff and he can talk to u bout it. but think once it comes back to sch work , he always seems to be abit lost. hahaha think my brother here has a bit too much commitments. did i mention we're in same TG for both LAWR/SLS and Torts/contracts? that's why i became his best fren.. easier to inform him about wat to do. i think after some time, we both realised we're both very lost in sch work. hahaha and this is really not working out very well...

well, i think i can haf my male escort agency rather soon, at the rate i'm goin. it's time i find a partner, den start recruiting members. hahahah well, gers can start contacting me and we can start the ball rolling from there...

think i hafta complete my studies in law, i might hafta use my knowlegde nez time....

in de end, it's all going to be worthwhile

when will it be de end?
wat's going to be worthwhile?
who's goin to judge what's worthwhile or not?

shi shang wu nan shiiiiii
Zhiii pa you xing rennnnnnnn

i wannna fly!!!!!!
fly fly fly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

have qt a number of things to talk about today...

firstly, was reading the newspaper in the morning and came across this article about the SMRT contemplating whether to build railings that cost $5m. due to the fact that too many pple are falling into the track nowadays.

one interesting observation : those that fall into the track are all adults. does that mean that children nowadays are either well taken care of by their parents or just that adults cant really take good care of themselves?

another thing is that don't singaporeans feel embarrass enough to have an annoucement system that tells us to stand behind the yellow line in FOUR languages EVERYTIME a train is coming, like it's not of common sense?
NOW hearing it is not enough, we have to take action to tell the world that we cant really take good care of our own individual self? that we nid physical barriers to stop us from falling off the track?!?

Wat ever happened to all the protesting voices that we are too taken care of? I tot we have an active group of people always calling out for the government to not dictate our lives, not take care of us so well?

As a frequent SMRT commuter, i personally feel that there are a number of reasons why people do fall off the track.
during peak hours, there are really too many people waiting to board the train. at first, everyone will be nice and courteous and stand behind the yellow line, even outside the line that is drawn for people coming how. HOWEVER, once the train began to move into the station, they seems to be attracted to the centre of where the door will be and before you know it, they are like so close to the door even before the train stops. this might not illustrate how a person can fall into the track before the train arrives, but it certainly shows how people don't really think before they act. by bernoulli's principle, the difference in pressure between nearer the moving train to outside will cause people to be 'suck' towards the train (haha my phys teacher gonna be so proud of me~!). Thus by moving beyond the yellow line before the train actually stops is qt a dumb move. and it actually SHOWS how careless adults can be with their own lives. therefore i think they can be qt capable of standing near the track when they feel giddy etc...

at this point, i nid to make it very clear that i have nothing against those victims of such accident, it's purely against the fact of building the railings.

back to the railings that is estimated to cost $5m. ultimately, being a monopoly in singapore (now my econs teacher will come into the picture) that extra cost, either will be subsidise by our ever caring government, or to us, commuters. and it's really people like me, who take the train like twice everyday, going to absorb most of the cost. If you were hoping for the govt to subsidise, start thinking of where that money comes from first. (hint: working adults pay tax)

It's seriously not about the money, it's about how it can be spent in better ways? like upgrading elderly flats which have pipes that are rusty already? i mean, if there were children or old folks falling off the track, yes, i totally agree we shld put railings. But we're talking about adults who are reasonably competent at taking care of themselves here. if they deliberately did so, only a concrete wall can stop them; if they were purely careless, isn't it high time they wake up? i mean, looking at all the previous cases, cant all of us take abit of initiative to take care of ourselves?

another of such incident is the parking problem in joo chiat (the man goin to disrupt church service due to church goers parking in front of his gate)
i'm sure many complaints would have been made to the church before such an outburst take place. and i am sure that the church would have told the congregation about this. it's human nature to wan convenience, i do it myself, but isn't it only polite, to actually ask if u really have to park in front of someone's property? have it actually occur to those inconsiderate people that others might need to drive out anytime during the church service? What if it was an emergency, someone's dying? if the asking had occured before the whole issue occurred, we wouldn't nid to dispatch traffic police to station there every sunday jus to make sure people follow the rules.

but then again, if everyone follow rules and be considerate, i won't have a job in the future...
hahaha

Yoz~
comtemplating if i shld go out later
i haf another 8 minutes to decide
let's list out the pros and cons..

cons are: i've already been laggin in reading. tml there's torts lecture. my mum wont like it. have been slacking since yesterday. i'll feel bad when i come back.

pro is: there's a brazillian cute guy~! hahaha

k.. looks like goin out is not justified.
mayb i shld jus stay home and study

sigh.

as promised, goin to bring you all de topic of "girls and their petty nature"
actually it's not much. jus alot of my guy frens telling me that gers are really petty, like. too sensitive.. yada yada.
and somehow, i'm not like a ger when i can take insults. i wonder why's dat.
i've got nothing against my own gender here but i do feel that sometimes..
now i've two min left before i go back to work.
i'm goin off..

will attempt the topic again later.
:)
smile.

wr

i'm not getting day off tml becos of teachers' day...
cos i'm an undergrad~!
another tell tale sign that "age is catching up"

anyway my eye is hurting, due to the lack of rest, over stressing and wearing contacts all day and nite...
i'm not very kind to them eh?
think if they had a choice they would jus jump out and run away or something..

i'm qt hungry now>> was out since 7 today, went yj to give Teachers' day Prezzie... then ran off before flag raising before every teachers see me... in order to prevent them and myself to fulfill the obligations to engage in little conversation.. which i'm sure they feel that, as much as i do, is the last thing u wanna do like 7 in the morning
and then went nus from there, over shot my destination and dropped at commonwealth instead... apparently there was no frustration or anything, i jus walk over and took a train back.. den like running in auto pilot mode, i walked to the bus stop, and saw my sister who was on the train after mine...
went to sch..
decided to stop by the computer centre to settle my ivle prob once and for all... and.. GUESS WAT? i like the biggest fool in the century... based on the illustration(pictures) i went to the log in page meant for maintenance purposes... so i will not get thru there... stupid. on my part. and the guy was like apologising for the picture.. haha qt nice eh? these really nice pple make my day man.. makes me wanna be nice, which is qt seldom lah...

maroon 5 qt a dirty band eh?
hahahhaha
i like.

anyway>> cont with my boring entry of my little day
met my new best fren (self-acclaimed by him) at FASS canteen coincidentally so got company for eating~ not like i nid lah.. hahahaha as usual, my anti-social self..so ate and went to try to do some reading... TRY.. and my tutorial.. but jus fell flat on the table after half an hour..

think all the lectures and tutorials are not worth mentioning.. how boring can it can? i jus type boring things here... hahaha so not boring enough to enter my blog i guess

haha did i mention the excitement about goin home with my neighbour wore off already?
still fun when i can stay awake, but i'm jus too tired at the end of the day to really entertain someone..
den it's like tuition
den went sun plaza with don and damien. had fun
and decided to put my work aside.. for like few hours..
(in denial)

i'm goin off to sleep..
i shall address the topic "gers and their petty nature tml.."
got some ideas today..
hahaha

hope i got time to update.

cheers

wr


had my first contract tutorial today, i have really interesting instructor~ he smiles when he talks about contract, can see he is really passionate about the job... anyway, concluded that it's really useless to go for contract lecture, and yes, i'm goin to skip the one tomorrow, as i really nid my sleep. but it wont be perpetual.. :p hopefully
hahaha

wahahha..
suppose to be doing my reading like... 2 hours agO!!!
wat de heck am i doin still online?!
basically its due to the lack of self discipline
and secondly, it's becos i'm talking to my neighbour who is living across de street
and for those of u who are wondering who de heck is he
he is my new found eye candy that stays across de street directly opposite my house, or flat rather, and his sister and him both reading law first year like me.
so actually, when he decides not to wait for his sister, i get to go home with him! hahah actually, even if he does we still can go home together. somehow or rather he says i'm weird. sulkz. but hahaha eye candy~


k, someone please remind me not to give him my blog add.

anyway>>let me see, anything more interesting happening now in my life? other than the tons of readings dat i've yet to go into..
hahaha.. not really
but realised that i cant really talk to my tort's tutor, as in i cant really talk in my torts tutorial cos i've yet to get used to the pple there.. hope it'll get better nez time..

oh no
gotta go my sister wanna use
nez time...

i still cannot access my modules in my IVLE!!!!!
i'm officially pissed off with whoever is in charge of it! stupid stupid stupid ..
i cant find out what am i suppose to read!
wat is this man!
even after i sent an email like 2 days ago still no one to rectify the problem?
den what am i suppose to do when de stupid lecturers keep uploading things like they dun nid a break?!

i'm fried.

jus read de pprs, qt interesting stuff they haf on sundays.. or is it i'm getting too boring?
hahaha

there's this report about the MPs gonna go ard collecting suggestions from youths on how they want their country to be govern. one of them said he dun believe that singaporean youths are apathetic when it comes to politics, jus that there is no sufficient avenues for them to voice their opinions.
one thing is that, it took them qt long to realise that?
another is that, i haf a strong feeling, their jus gonna get pple suggesting that we shld haf more rollerblading, skateboarding places, the youths need a break yada yada yada, before you noe it, the dialogue session might jus turn into a complain session... actually, i haf no idea wat is de age range for youth
hahaha 13 to 35?
ok, i think i'm not being fair to our youths..
it's really a good try, perhaps something will come out of it.. instead of youths complaining, and dissing everyone off in online blogs.. i think this is a much more effective avenue, and at least they might see some changes.
if they are hoping to get more youths involved in politics and the shaping of the new singapore, i was thinking mayb they can start like internship for youths aspiring to be a politiciaN? or perhaps they already haf this in place. cos to me it would be interesting to learn how the ministries are run?
well, perhaps the different ministris shld try to work together when coming up with policies.. we all noe that when there's societal problems, it's not only contributed by onli one factor, which comes under the control of one ministry..

anyhow, tt's my 1 cent's worth..

and~
while i'm on de topic of blogging, some chick by de name of xiaxue(or so her blog add claims) got an award fr hongkong for her blog. which the newspaper reported to have been dissing everyone she met off, and her encounters with her exboyfrens.. very interesting world we live in today eh? i mean u get award for openly dissing pple online, being pissed off and vulgar and all that..

from the interview, can tell that she's rather sharp.. from de picture she's rather pretty..

so there goes the theory that pple who appears to be bitter and all that in blogs are ugly freaks who feels that de world owe them a living, shld all be nice and courteous to them becos they are ugly, being considerate for these pple's self esteem.
i'm sayin they are ugly not becos they really look ugly, it's becos they feel ugly and ACT ugly and hate the world for everything, to them, is unfair towards them cos they are ugly.
ppl like this, who cant stop hating the world for everything and do something about themselves, nid two tight slaps, telling them to wake up before their life comes to and end and they look back, recollecting nothing but cursing and swearing at the world for everything that happened to them in life.
or they can jus shoot themselves in the head, if they think the world is such a hopeless place filled with pple who judge them jus becos of looks, save themselves the misery and save others de misery of dealing with their negativity..

do some charity, learn to appreciate the world in a brighter light.. seeing the pple u help smile and laugh and u'll find that u have wasted ur stupid life.
other than complaining pple write sub standard blogs talking about their shopping trips and nitty gritty details bout how loving her bf is, complaining how nokia is designing fones that does serve a purpose, other than dissing ur lecturers about how fierce or authoratative they are,that life is goin to be so much better if you don't hafta study, that the salesperson was so rude to you, that the cute ger in sch is getting so much attention, ur guy teachers are flirting with their students, which i think most probably are subjective views, maybe these pple shld be be brought together and thrown into some poor countries for 3 weeks and learn wat is life. learn how other pple are try to cope with life, and here they are with a computer (some haf more than one), aircon, nice clothes, reasonable good food, great and peaceful country, stressful but semi compulsory education, complaining the world is being unfair to them...

well everyone is entitled to their own views, i wouldn't deny that. but it's jus so irritating when u actually come across blogs that say the world is so bleak cos pple are not getting a grip of their lives... it's sad lah..

well i haf made my comments. and it's probably very biased
but no one will care
hahaha
cos everyone diss everyone in blogs don't they?
i'm jus another blogger

cheers

hahaha i'm qt happy!~
jus sort of finished my first assignment...
i think it's really not up to standard.. but as shervon (my instructor for legal writing) puts it, we're all learning and we're all new to the subject, so no one is expecting you to be fantastic in ur first assignment..

yeah, as long as i hand it up and spend a reasonable amount of time on it ..
i still have like 10 to 15 cases to read to prepare for torts lecture nez week. there goes my weekend..
and i've yet to read up for my SLS... think the only module that yet to haf any reading is contract ..

i'm super lost in sch
no idea wat to bring
no idea how to go about preparing for classes
when they ask us to read, are we suppose to jus read or make some notes..
can i survive without my laptop
wat's de purpose of my laptop anyway?
cant really participate in class cos there are so many smart pple ard, and those who try to sound smart but ask stupid qn. in de end, whenever this particular person raise his/her hand, everyone jus switch off and exchange looks in the LT..

geesh.. wat am i suppose to do with my textbks?
hahaha
other than struggling with the urge to tear it apart.. ;p

i'm qt buried by my books and pprs
and super stressed out by de ppl ard me..

i now only haf a vague idea of wat is jurisdiction, common law, tort, contract, high court, supreme court, court of appeal, subordinate court, legislative, executive, A-G council, yada yada yada and the lists goes on.. and all de big words dat pple use..

they are driving me nuts.
:P

but i'll pull thru!!!!!!
hahahah
i hope
before i become crasy
wahhaha

cheers..

wr

geesh!!!
been a really busy week~
let me see...
went overnite cycling saturday evening...
saw fireworks on my way to ecp!!!! super nice hahahah great timing yeah?
hrm... had alot of waiting to do.. got there like 8 plus, had some fries and den waited all de way till 11 or 12 before we started cycling.. inclusive of playing ice breakers and collecting bike..
was a whole new exp for me to cycle on de road..
it's really a big big big difference!!!!
hahaha
damn scary, esp i'm so accident prone.. got honked by a taxi at de end of the trail.. hahaha and i noe i was making alot of noise.. wahhaha really damn kia si loh!!!
:p
hahahah oh yeah, saw a really cute guy in my group, nice frenly and all that. and he commented that i dun look like i ever had bf before. this is like de 3rd person saying so.. reason being : i look like those who cannot commit...
i wonder if this is why guys always come to me as good frens and brothers..
hahahaha
but i'm comfortable with status quo, think nothing could be better .. except... :)

oh yeah.. so cycle till like 5 and reach ecp.. not very tiring, except the part about me missing my sleep.. came home ard 7. was so blur that i left without calling becca, and left her like waiting there.. damn man.. and i slept all de way back to ys, so din hear the fone... feel so guilty!!!!!! :P got home, washe up and went to sleep. suppose to wake up at 10 to go give tuition at 11.. but slept all de way to 1252hrs and kept calling my tuition kid.. cos that day i had to get my white long sleeve shirt and black pants for my in-augaration on monday.. and i haf no money.. so i had to go for tuition to get my pay.. but ended up she cancelled tuition.. and i was left stranded, dunnoe who to turn to..

this teaches us not to count our chickens before they hatch... had no choice but to beg borrow from aunt mich.. damn paiseh. only when i have trouble den i msg her.. dunnoe how she sees it lah, but i'm damn uncomfortable with this...
anyhow, had to go all de way to suntec to meet my unker to get it from him instead, since my aunt was in hk working... had lunch at marche (uncle's treat!!) and went to meet niang niang..

our meeting time dragged from 2 all de way to 530.. ultimate.. and 2 pple became 3... hahaha no tt i am complaining lah.. but got my top, bottom and shoes.. aft much hassle and walking ard.. and really felt like killing myself and not turn up for de inaugaration on monday while shopping. yes, i'm one of those few gers who simply cannot stand walking ard aimlessly in shopping centres, hoping to buy something while squeezing through crowds, dat really make me wonder if the whole singapore population is concentrated in town dat day...

however, my mood really swing to de other side right aft i paid for my shoes... and i felt so happY!!! completing my mission!!! hahaha and went to eat at wisma... din really eat since i was meeting dad and mum and sis for roti prata!!!! but paid more den i was suppose to cos i dragged de two poor gers to walk ard with me to get my stuff...

anyhow, monday was qt a serious day, saw our dean, saw my TG (tutorial group) and collected my mailbox keys.. ... did i mention i had to rem ALOT of names.. i'm like.. really bad with names... inaugaration was qt fun.. sat rite in front and doze off when de biggest head was talking.. hahahha first time i dozed off uncontrollably.. wonder if it's him or it's jus me being too tired.. my eyelids simply fell uncontrollably...

hmmm.. woah.. tts only 3 days..

tues went for flag day!!!!
hahaha at first i was really reluctant to go alone!!! den was trying to siam..
budden zy and my ogls too damn cold blooded.. so i was left alone..
aft i got my first 40 cents from an ang mo, i decided to walk to secluded area of somerset to explore, instead of standing a mere 50 steps away from 2 other nus freshie selling flags..
anyway, i walked ard for de sake of exploring, not flaggin! wahhahahah
started flaggin outside a restaurant and fairprice..
really had fun.
even chatted with a couple of donors for some time
whahaha
and i had de heaviest tin when i left, at lunch time. taking into consideration that i was late.. like reached there about 10..
wahhaha

left and de creative talents company called me up on my way to getting my sister a cd..
asked me to go down for an interview de nez day...
in de end i was there later part of de afternoon cos i happened to be free and in town..
was convinced to take some photos on de nez day ..
den i went to give tuition...

today is wednesday.. it is a long day... so i'll cont tml!!
hahaha

cheers

wr

qt pissed off now.
some idert testing my patience by questioning my integrity.
freaking a*sh*le

yawnn... i jus ate something, so dun think it's rite i go sleep now..
BUT I GOTTA WAKE UP AT LIKE 8?
sigh
matriculation tml..
bahzz

i've done up my table!!!
got really nice pictures and a black board (literaly, a black mounting board) behind! hahaha i think it's super nice...
but will definitely becomes messy once i start sch..

i'll officially be an undergraduate tml....
think it means alot to me..
it shld haf been.
now it all means nuthing..
not anymore..

had a really weird dream in de afternoon! think it's becos i've been sleeping too much.. it's really scary and messed up till i dunnoe wat to make of it.. hahaha but it's qt funny, and qt real. *brrrr*

wearing my spectacles after like.. a mth plus plus?
really not used to it. hahaha having a migraine now.

my og mate called to ask wat to bring tomorrow. haha i never knew i've gotten to de stage of being de "nerdy" kind.. that pple call to ask wat to bring for sch. i tot i used to be those calling others last min to get ready my stuff... de interesting thing is, i actually know wat to bring ! ahahah that's a real change for me..

another week of orientation nez week.. so not so bad, think still can slack for another week... and noe pple all over again.. rather tiring.. entertaining pple. *sigh*

was reading my textbk.. singapore legal system first chapter.. defining national legal system, legal tradition and legal culture.. i was like.. wat de ? de guy says legal culture and legal tradition can be difficult to differentiate and yada yada yada... oh no.. looks like a damn long semester to me..

yeah i think i can go sleep le.. gd nite everyone.

sigh
cheers
wr

hahaha
wanted to meet niang niang today.. but end up i had to leave too early, so she decided to meet some other day.
anyhow>> went shopping alone for stuff to put on my table, including 2 foto frames and wanted to get a clock, but de clocks in town too damn ex.. not worthy it..
so yeah. asked my mum to get me one of those from market. hahah more economical..
yeap, got a really nice gift box to keep my precious stuff as well. *grinz*

hmmm den went to help my parents at de stall le...
rather sleepy.

my foot is still hurting, and now even my knee is starting to hurt..
geesh.. i'm starting to panic. cos haf a overnite cycling on friday..
;p Oh NO!
den seems like i cant stand too long..

it's all,
u're my sun shine aft de rain
u're de cure against my fear and my pain
cos i'm losing my mind when u're not ard
it's all
it's all becos of u
 
baby i
really noe by now
since we met that day
u showed me de way
i felt it den u gave me love i cant describe
how much i feel for u
 
*
 
honestly
could it be u and me
like it was before
neither less or more
cos when i close my eyes at nite
i realise that no one else
could take ur place
 
i still can feel
and it's so real
when u're touching me
kisses endlessly..
 
*
 
if i knew how to tell u
wat's on my mind
make u understand
den i'll always be there
right by ur side
 
u're my sunshine after de rain
u're de cure against my fear and my pain
cos i'm losing my mind
when u're not ard
it's all
it's all becos of u

*yawns*
i'm sleepy~

hahaha
oh yeah was on my leg yeah?
getting crippled liao.. cant get down stairs properly as well
wat de heck.

means i cant go jog.
means i'll cont growing fat
OH NO!
disastrous...

starting sch on monday~
not really looking forward to it cos mondays end at 730.. geesh i think there's some hidden clause somewhere and some students will go home earlier, including me...

sigh
too sleepy
i'm goin off~!!
haf fun pple.
:p

i'm super sleepy now~!!!
been lydat since de afternoon...
anyway>> had qt a boring day
packed my cupboards threw another bag of stuff out (plus de other day, i threw out 3 bags altogether)
and stuff my textbks into my cupboard and packed my drawers~
grinz

hmm den brought my sister to her piano exam...
spent half an hour sitting at delifrance reading newspaper..
rather fun lah
but if onli i had more time to finish reading it.

erm other than that i was watching tv and playing some msn game..
really really not productive today
which i planned to use it for reading my texts.
oops
hahaha

anyway i think i wanna go sleep or like conc on trying to interpret my fren's and his ex's conversation.
it's really taxing on de brain manz

sighz
matters of de heart, i can neva understand

cheers

jus got scolded by my parents for staying out late too often...
yeap i noe i'm in de wrong...
staying out late never mean good stuff in de house.. not in any normal house...

dunnoe.. getting scolding from my dad means a whole different thing..
i dun like de disappointed look on his face.
he's really angry this time..
jus this afternoon he drove me to see de physician, now i go out in de middle of de nite to eat supper.

nothing's goin rite...
nothing at all..
sighz..
mayb it's jus me..
i chose the wrong things to do...

nothing's goin rite for me..

wr

peekaboo~!!
i'm bored....  i'm stuck at home cos i twisted my anklE!!!
watching stupid hong kong show that looks like it's shot in 1990?
hahaha

oh nooooo how am i goinn to get to ecp tml!!!! anyone? hELp?
sigh
i dun dare to go to de "die da yi sheng".... :p
wo pa pa...
think my daddy fetching me there later..
sulkzzz

yawnz

i think i can go sleep again... wait for my ma ma to come home..
lalal blog later..

:)

cheers

i jus got home, showered.
neva had i been so drunked. good thing i was in my sister's club, if not i wont noe how to get home... i think i sprain my ankle as a descended from de dance floor jus now... ouch.. anyway, had my fair share of clubbing..
got to knoe qt a number of pple at de club.. and all of them got to noe me as de "xiao mei mei"
hahaha technically yes, i'm rather young there...
try to understand, i'm typing rather ... not soberly here?
LOL..

yeah..
if i'm not sober there wil be alot of stuff dat i wanna do.. .. alot alot.
but i'll always be me.
i'll be guarded...

i had alot of baby sitters today!!! grinz.. from de waiter to de regulars.. even thou it's like de first day i'm officially noen there... it's rather interesting.. i like de warmth i get there.. rather fun.. grinz. but it's a whole new story tml, cos i'l haf to pay if i wanna drink tml yeah?
grinz btw for all ur info: it's ladies nite on thurs for siam supper club, and there's no cover charge. age limit is way above my age, by who cares...

sigh,
it's de most lonely when u're surrounded with de most pple.

i'll be another me when i wake up tml. i noe.
 cheers

wr

the question is not whether can i live without men... the question is, must they come in de form of boyfrens?
hahaha
i haf alot of guy frens. and platonic frenship btwn guys and gers do exists. unless de gers wanna be treated in a nicer way, say being send home, opening of doors, basically want guys to be nice. if not, guys and gers can be platonic frenz.

wat a song...
right here waiting by richard marx.

if i see you nez to never, how can we say forever?

oh cant u see it baby? u've got me goin crazy...

but in de end if i'm with you
i'll take de chance...

walked from bishan to amk... to buy something..
something else i came up with...
guys, i jus want to be with de best. unfortunately, there's nothing such as de best kind of guys ard. and de good ones are taken.

think it's not de best time to blog now..

 

 

took wrong train at jurong east... took towards boon lay instead, drop at chinese garden...... tot tt since i had de time and i'm there already, i walked to chinese garden... and walked ard and climb the pagoda... haha too bad de door on de top floor is locked... so can onli look out from de 7th floor...
 
rather interesting afternoon. walking ard everywhere...
being alone can be interesting too...
 
act. nuthin much.. dun really wanna go bishan tml..
damn but marina called...
 
i dunwan to wake up again..
ever again...
 
hahaha no worries, i will neva take my life. will never.
grinz
 
cheers.
 

hmmmmm nothin much to write today...
went to cwp and walk ard.. din find wat i was looking for.
 
yawnz. read one and a half book.. din get my bks from de ger, cos tenny said he'll find some1 else to sell de bks to me... 365 is too much... :p
 
hahaha totally braindead, i haf no idea how am i going back to sch in this state of mind.. must be all de alcohol and late nites. i'm becoming retarded. so it's true that alcohol retard growth and stuff lydat.
=p
 
anyway on my way to cwp, chat with an indian old man. rather interesting. he was eating tobacco (or so he claims, i wonder how pple eat tobacco like sweets) in order to stop smoking...*rather contradicting* hahaha but anyway, it's always interesting to talk to strangers. de things dey tell u...
 
dun really haf much to blog about.. afraid i might bore u all to death. tt's if anyone's reading
 
life's getting too mundane!!!!! nothing can spice it up i guess. it's so damn boring... becos it's peaceful.. see, pple are neva contented with wat they haf...  
where's my darling brother??? sigh.. din see him online today.
 
oh no.. de bks are giving me headache!!!!!!
 
damn.. decisions...
shld i jus take de set that is more complete?
call de ger tml...
3 bks in de list plus 2 not on de list cost 130... i got 7 more to buy!!!
tt's way way way offfff budget i think... or issit? geesh. damn it. i haven yet to see de state de bks are in !
i'm goin to faint
 
damn!