Me. Myself & i

lalalalallaal, lonely lonely nite!!!
roaming ard online!!!! hahahahha
my icq not working. wonder what de heck happened. =p

gotta download msn. wonder who can i add~?
LOL... k lah.. got to get a life mah.. so must have another way to chit chat with my new frens yah?
hmmm

thinking of what other things i can do to keep myself occupied.
i wanna go tanning tml!!!
gotta go for written test tml..
and moreover, think i gotta rush back to sch for de facilitation tml..
i think mr ng is very angry with me
=p
oh oh.. i find myself damn irritatin as well
hahaha

lalalalallal
sing a happy song...
waiting for my msn to finish downloading...
lalalallalala

first day in 4 months i am not talking to him on de phone..
hahaha.. wonder what this means.
den are we still frenz? can i still believe what he said when we broke up? when we were together?
i shld not doubt... but i cant help, from what he said, how he said it and how he is acting.

i think i'm damn dumb...
i heard de phone ring jus now while i was having my dinner nex door, and i stupidly tot it was him... so i msg him "i'm having dinner now, call u later?"
and he reply "i'm goin to sleep already, good nite. i have to wake up early tml"
hahaha
damn stupid rite?

i think i shld stop seeing me as a victim man..
it's natural wat, since we're not together, why de heck spend precious sleeping time on me? LOL..
so yah.. painful or not, sad or not , it's goin to be the way things are, the way the world works.

=p