Me. Myself & i

the almighty one had done it again..
but this time, the difference is - i'm giving in.
i've conceded defeat.

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Facts of case:
Cinderella and prince charming wishes to have divorce.
yes, there's no such thing as "happily ever after". It was beautiful while it lasted.
The same old story, to fall in love is easy, staying in love is difficult...
Prince Charming can't take Cinderella's habits, Cinderella thinks its difficult to live a royalty's life. As much as Cinderella grew up from a well-to-do family, she had changed after her father's death. Her working as a maid at home calls for the need for a character change.. No longer can she be the lady who has million of people waiting on her, no longer can she live a life that a thousand envy. she has to survive, she has to live like the people ard her do.
Agreeably, it's no excuse.
However, it's a fact.
Prince Charming thinkz that Cinderella has changed, became someone whom he doesn't know at all. How long has he known her? a nite of dance. a glimpse in the day.
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the invisible one is trying to tell me something after 4, no strictly speaking 3 relationships..
the almighty one is telling me that i'm really not suitable for it...

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i swore today, in lecture. really hard, i shocked even my indian fren. i'm not surprise he's shocked.
why did i swear?
they wanted to show a video on law ball, my dear fren had to leave, presumably for something important. i respect them, i sat there, i respect my fren's decision, he really din have to be there.
he apologised when everyone stared at him. my admiration, a person who dares to speaks up in lectures is always under the scrutiny of the public.

the supposedly respectable law ball committee jus replied to my fren "it's ok, you're not in it"

with all the frustration that i've been goin thru since the last week, i had to, i could hold back anymore.

i guess he's embarrassed.
i guess he's shocked.
i guess he's disappointed.

i apologised.
i'm sorry i had to swear in front of him.

He told me "i dun think i know u anymore."

i took a cab home later.

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i really dunnoe how to pick up all these pieces...
pieces are breaking into smaller pieces..

i have an assignment due on sunday, my tutor jus told us yesterday the issue i was working so hard on was a typo.
i have a law club meeting on friday.
i need to do a memo from scratch in 5 days.
I've got criminal law tutorial on Friday, my tutor is Alan Tan.

i dunno where to start.
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i'm all out of love..
not jus thrown out of love, i ran out of it.

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