Fell sick while trying to study. Couldn't sleep then, sickness aggravated. Mum forced me to see the doctor last night. Paul came to pick me up to see the doc...
Very tired now, don't feel like studying after studying from 8am to 12 noon just now. Took a nap till 230pm. But wasn't helpful. Now i feel more drained than anything.
He refused to come over because my parents are home.. Sigh, we've been through this before. I don't know his issues with seeing my parents. He wasn't like that when he wanted to patch. I don't know if i'm asking for too much, but i just want him ard when i'm not feeling well.
Things don't change, do they? maybe i'm whining over nothing. But since i'm down with flu, i have the license to do all these. Just blame it on the medication.
I went to ur event despite being sick, spent the time i shld be resting with you, your family and everything that was important to you. Unlike you, i could have spent that time studying. Perhaps you thought that was for my good. But on my part, all i thought of when i contemplated if i should go, was that it was important for you. Down with cold, sitting in the air-con room for 2 hours plus, i'm willing to go through. My house, with my parents, too much?
It is not because the difference in character.
You're right, i need all your attention.
I'm just too disappointed right now. If history has to repeat itself everytime pressure adds on, i'm sorry, i can't take it.
I have my enough pressure on me, i told you before, i don't need anymore.
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