Me. Myself & i

muahaha....
my first blog.. interesting huhZz
always tot pple who blog are either attention seeking or attention seeking..
wonder am i one of em now...
ugene ask me if i dun let ppl see my blog den wat's de point of posting?
good qn
but no ans.. cos i dunno it myself
sighz..

wat am i suppose to write in a blog?
daily life? how i brush my teeth today? how i spent countless hours in sch despite it being a sat? how i came back only to study summore...

sighz..
sad life..
got slightly pissed off when i was out today.. wat issit with me getting good results?
anyway it's jus relatively better in class.. i din even go on stage yesterday..
so now i dun even haf the right to worry whether i'll do well in a's
cos according to my classmates, supposedly good buds, i'm a confirm A student. so even if i fall sick within tis 3 wks i'm goin to get an A? LISTEN TO THIS MAN?! people..
and de saddest thing is dat i dun even haf de courage to stand up for myself on tis!
wat was i afraid of? quarrelling? losing a fren?
LOOK who ever is looking at tis.. there's a limit to joking..

looks like i've turn tis into a complain page..
but nuthin good happened today. except maybe a stranger in a red car smiled at me when he drove pass.. partly cos i let him drive pass before crossing de road.

de most pathe thing shld be me getting angry with my bf, and he reacted by msging me while watching soccer.. so.. am i suppose to get more angry? or laugh at my stupidity?
at a total loss of what to do at tis moment..

well.. mayb i'll jus be my happy self again.. i'm a gemini anyway
i haf a strong feeling i'm down cos of pms.. whaha but den again it's not time
perhaps stress is an impt factor as well..
anyhow..
i'll survive in tis world.
for myself.
even if i'm to be dump tml.
even if everyone turn their back on me.
even if ...
de sun dun rise?

hahaha
cheers.