"A man can kill and still be the sweetest person..." -Buses and Trains (Bachelor Girls)
There's no logic to love someone, it isn't math, one plus one might not give you two.. When it comes to matters of the heart, the brain takes a backseat. No matter how difficult it is for the bystanders to understand why are you involved with this person, to you, it may be the most natural thing in the world.
The person may not even treat you well now, but you continue to hang on with the hope that the past memories will come back again. All that was shared between the two of you, others cannot and will never understand.
Today's entry is dedicated to a dear friend of mine:
Dude,
There isn't right or wrong anymore, but you know you don't want to continue hurting yourself. I told you before, if it makes you happier to continue, you should go ahead. But when everything is becoming a toil, then there no longer is a point to it, am i right?
It actually hurts that people who are closest to you, what you are doing right now. I feel a sense of helplessness, not knowing how to help you, because you refuse to help yourself. On one hand, i know i should let you be, sooner or later you'll walk out of it and all i can do is listen. On the other hand, i cant help but wonder where is the guy that i know three years ago? That guy with a strong character, who din give two hoots about the world... I guess maturity comes at a price...
But you know what? We're going to stand by you no matter how stupid you are now, alright? You'll definitely walk out of it and it is your choice how long tt's going to be. And at the end of it all, i'll take this out in the future to laugh at you !!! hAHahh You know i will do that :)
Take good care dude. Buzz me some time
WR
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