hey hey, i dun have much to write.. Just felt like updating my blog.. Not in the mood to talk crap thou... Not in the mood to laugh at someone, or comment on something.. It is the kind of mood whereby i feel in control. Like i'm doing what i like to do, when i want to do it. Funny because i'm not on time for my assignments or revisions... i just hope i can pass this sem..
How ironic.
How can a person feel like she has commitment problem at one moment and the next, she feels like settling down with someone nice? But i guess i've given up on looking for someone nice. Nice = ? Someone who will always give in to me? Someone who is good looking? What?
I guess he should be able to make me laugh any time; really know what he wants; sunshiney; really giving; know when to give me space and have time of his own; teach me and learn with me; so many things that i expect from a guy..
But no guy is perfect yeah? If i want this, i probably cannot expect that. If he is going to be able to make me laugh any time, probably means he will be able to charm any other girl as well...
seriously, which girl doesn't want a r/s that resembles those in stories/fairy tales? But in fiction, there is always an element of hope, it reflects how people wished their r/s would be.. I guess no one would wanna read a love story written by an average guy because there wouldn't be much content except sex, boobs, butts, etc.
Is it ever possible? To meet someone of ur dreams and live happily ever after? 3 years ago i asked this. Now 3 years later, i'm still trying to grapple with it. After several relationships, i just made myself less hopeful, more practical.
"If you cannot take care of urself, den don't go out there and burden someone else"
"Marriage in Singapore, is only for applying HDB flat"
Golden words from my uncle, which i found some truth in. How many couples married because they seriously love each other or is it because of social stigma of staying single? And that partner u chose is probably the guy/girl that happens to be the best in her/his pack?
So i post two questions: (1) Why are u getting married? (2) Why are u marrying him/her?
(1) Possible ans:
a) Get a flat
b) of the age to get married
c) necessary next phase in adulthood
d) I want him/her to belong to me only
e) Shotgun
To me, all these answers are just lame. ..
(2) Possible ans:
a) Man/Woman of my dreams
b) His/Her earnings plus mine can survive the Singapore high cost of living
c) We've been together for 10 years, it is just natural
d) he/she is not too difficult to get along with
e) He/She is the Father/Mother of my child
erm.. What can i say?
I was touched by my friend's love story which i shall share with all of you here, without his permission of cos.. I'll ask him later. If he's pissed den i'll take it down..To protect his identity, i shall call him X...
One day X was out with his gf of a few months.. They were in the MRT, standing near the door... X noticed that a man of mid 40s was staring at them for quite some time, hence he got wary of him... Suddenly, before he could react, the man raised his umbrella to hit the both of them. X, being a very fit young man in his 17/18, was all ready to beat the crap out of that man. As this thought flashed through his mind, he felt his gf hugging him so tight with his hands behind his back. As he struggled to free his hands, the both of them fell onto the floor. Even as they were on the floor, the man did not stop. All this while, X's gf was shielding him from the attack.. A lady of small frame tried to protect him from any injuries...
Before any of u brushed X aside as a coward, i ask u to look at this in another point of view... How much must a lady love this guy, in order for her to protect him at all cost without injuring anyone else but herself? I'm completely impressed beyond words.
How would u, as a guy feel, if your gf does this for you? Would u scold her later for stopping u to retaliate?
Or would u be really thankful that the supreme being sent u an angel. An angel who is willing to sacrifice her body for you, without a second thought.
As a fellow female, i really respect this lady. I respect her ability to love somebody so much, so much more than herself, something which i'll never be able to do. I respect her for asking no returns for what she gives.
And guys, you may lament that how come u never meet such a girl? All ur girl does is to ask for things, want ur concern but give nothing in return... But think again, if ever u meet someone like this lady in question, would you be able to treasure her? To love her like she does to u? To treat her like she deserves?
Or would u take her for granted? Would you think that she'll always be there for you? So u can do anything and everything that u wish?
She is an angel as far as i'm concerned.. dude, u understand?
^satANgel^
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