Tuesday, July 06, 2004

well... really feel like blogging tonite... so let me haf my share of writing...

siok told me i'd be betta off hating him.. i think it's a whole lot easier for me as well...i'm sure it doesn't hurt as much as before le. i noe everything will get better from here...
siok mentioned wat i lack is a proper closure... i'm not sure if i'm ready for it... a final gdbye. a final end to everything. thou we all noe nothing will be possible anymore... put an end to it... return him all his things... and to haf nothing to do with him or he'll haf nothing to do with me anymore...

i'm not as strong as i tot i was.

je m'ennuie de lui
je m'ennuie de lui beaucoup davantage qu'I pensé je
je t'aime beaucoup...
si seulement vous lisiez ceci...
je veux juste vous dire...
"avez été absent vous depuis le jour vous à gauche. avec chaque battement de coeur et chaque pensée qui croise mon esprit."

i miss him....

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