Me. Myself & i

i miss him.

my mind fails to block that tot out of my mind as much as i try..
dunwan to appear like i'm whining.. so yah. shall stop here...

anyway>> had an interesting day of giving tuition, yet again.
i qt enjoy running from place to place, facing a diff student for one and half hours. knowing by de end of another 8 sessions i can get some money to spend. haha at least the time spent is worthwhile to me.. rather than goin for movie, doin nothing at home.. facing the computer and typing a blog, like what i'm doin right now....

hahah.. k. sudden change of mood.
think it's pms.

yawns
all alone at home
fun
think i seriously shld learn to enjoy time spent alone..
borrow 3 books from lib... one about bio-ethics.. hahaha wat's happening to me?
hummmm....

like there's no nice songs on de radio...

oh yeah.. read some back dated news about missing chinese tourists here in sg... and lesser local tour agency wanna lias with the chinese tour agency to tour the chinese ard, due to the forfeiting of the 1000 deposit for each chinese tourist that go missing.. and local tour agencies are facing a dilemma rite now... haha and chinese tour agencies and threatening to go to other agencies if they refuse to let the whole lot come over... hmm talk about arrogance... how can we ever be compare with pple from where our ancestors came from? they are after all, pple of the purest breed.

hahaha got scandal!!!!
haizz that's de thing about sch that i miss.. but dun wanna be part of the scandal .. but listening to them is jus damn fun...

sigh.. depending on such things to make my life interesting...
sigh.. talk about pathetic.

yupz. haf u ever love someone so much, it hurts?
yupZ
hahaha

funny.

all u nid is love... all u nid is love, love... love is all ard...
yup i'm sure.

oh no.. suddenly feel like eating prata!
wat de heck..
hahaha

class 95 is on a topic of discussion bout pple who cant be trusted due to past relationships... hahah or perhaps cant trust others due to past exp... jaded? interesting topic... nice song... sigh...

i dont wanna live w/o you
nothing's gonna change my love for u
u ought to noe by now how much i love you
one thing u can be sure of
i'll never ask for more than your love...

i'm sure wateva two pple say while in a relationship is as true as anything... but it was jus for that moment in time....those words have expiry dates attached to them. de day when he meets someone else, de day he leaves, de day he thinks the relationship is not wat he is looking for, is the day when all those words suddenly becoms meaningless. and haf no effect after that.

sound cynical? but works for me.. sounds logical. at least i believe wat was said was ONCE true.. jus that they gradually become lies...

anyway... too much said for a day.

gotta go back to my lively, chirpy, i-love-life-too-much and family oriented self now...

starting to feel like a schizo...

cheers