Tuesday, September 26, 2006

LOL... night time is always emo time. It is 12.22am over here.. i'm online, listening to "Stick with you" by pussycat dolls.. What better song to get emo to?

nothing much to write about... Tired.. Sleepy.. Refuse to go to sleep, refuse to let another day pass by just like that.. Haven done much.

I need to do something about my life, i need to feel that i'm still in control. Need to decide to do something. And i know what i am supposed to do.

Love doesn't conquer all, don't you all understand that by now?? I see people rushing to the door of getting into relationships and i smiled. I wonder if they know what they are getting into..

My fren asked me why the pessimism? I asked why not? LIfe itself is pessimistic. It is like a terminal disease, once you have it, you eventually die..

How i wish i can dig my heart and conscience out too, and bury it in an island? Forget about it and lead my life without them.. How many people have done it? I don't know, i just wish i can too..

*weak smile*

I'd live on because i have to.

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