Me. Myself & i

Guys, have your gal ever asked you whether she can go clubbing with some other guy friend(s) and you always wondered how to reply? If you say you wont like it, she says you are possessive, selfish, MCP.. If you say go ahead, she say you don't love her enough, don't care about her, etc.. If you ask whether she wants to go, she'll just throw the question back at you, "if you let me go den i go.. " but of cos, you know it is not true.. This is the trick question of the week, Just like the infamous "am i Fat?" question...
hahaha As a girl, what would i want to hear my bf say (disclaimer: I am not in anyway responsible if any reader try this out and results vary..)
If this is a clubbing trip i really wanna go, i'd get angry if he says no. If this is a clubbing trip i really dun wanna go (e.g. some boring stuff), i'd be happy if he says no.. So Really, there isn't an always right answer with me.
The guy might ask "So you must first know when do u really wanna go?"
And seriously speaking, half the time i don't know whether i wish to go or not...
and the guy thinks "So how am i suppose to know if you don't?"
"So you have to know me better than I do."

Hmmm I wonder will there ever be such a person in this world, who knows me so well, that no matter what i say, he knows what i am thinking. Will there ever be a person that pays so much attention to me that i don't even have to tell him how i feel, he can respond..

My mood changes so fast i can hardly keep up.. One moment i can survive so well alone, next moment i feel lonely. one moment i am enjoying someone's company, the next i'll just wish i wasn't there. One moment I'd think i've found the one, the next moment he is just like any other..
To have a good grasp of who i am, that person must really put some effort into knowing me..
I've met this person before, someone who really had chemistry with me. When i'm a kid, he entertained me.. When i'm a thinking adult, he talked to me like an equal. He was always able to match me at my level, a seemingly seamless, perfect combination, something that i'll probably never find in my life. Never..


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