well well well, i guess i got a little too emo on my last entry.. today i promise a more chirpy me... After that entry, i had fever the next day. Depression and lack of sleep and sleeping in a cold room on the floor, not a good mix at all. Please don't try it at home.
Had a little time to myself yesterday after my tuition. Made a few plans but din work out, so i went to the gym myself at 845pm. To many guys out there, it might seem as normal as breathing. But i guess the female population won't agree with that. Whenever i told people i watch movies alone, swim alone, etc, i have only one respond "Wah! You go alone ah?? Not weird meh?" Is it suppose to feel weird? I'm not too sure.. I guess it is too difficult to arrange for a troop of people to march to the gym, swimming pool and what not. You have people who ask "who's going", people telling you "don't want lah, we go ... instead", people saying "too far".. everything except an immediate "Ok! Time and place". And all these gets to me, actually spoils my mood to do what i set out to do. Moreover, when you do these things, you don't really interact with your friends whether they are there or not.. Lastly, it is because i don't do these things on a very regular basis, only when i have some time to spare away from my relationship commitment, used to be such. So it is more difficult to find people, because the timing might be weird, or too impromptu for anyone to be able to fit it into their schedule.. Therefore i don't even bother..
Relationship bring with it certain obligations for me.. I realised that i tend to give my other half all the priority in the world when it comes to my schedule. So much so that my plans would be subjected to his. And if he doesn't do much, we'll end up seeing each other for long period everyday, which i can assure you, isn't healthy at all. Hence i'm still getting used to managing my schedule according to my own likings.. Not because a certain him is not free, therefore i go dinner with my friend. Not because he is free, therefore my schedule shld be freed up for him.. This is call "losing yourself in a relationship".. That is one of the reason why people break up..
You no longer recognize yourself as an individual, don't have your own style, your own diary, your own friends, your own time, etc.. Being a couple doesn't mean you have to become that person you love. It might sound obvious, but it is a mistake that most people make at the start of the relationship.. and then it becomes too late to turn back..
Anyway, i've made a promise to myself, to start myself off, i'll go to gym regularly.. 3 times a week minimum. And to keep a record of it in my blog such that i'll be disciplined about it. :D
Gym(22/09/06)
i did 20 mins of jogging - i always just press the quick start because i have no idea how to work the machine (i'm refraining from calling the machine stupid because i guess it is me who is dumb...) so it will be a 20 min jog. whahah but i try to increase the speed.. started to 8.5 then 8.8 after 2 laps. Den at 17 min i increased to 9.5 because i wanted to complete 3k in 20min.. But din work even when i added to 10.5 for last 2 mins. 2.97km.. Damn, till my next session.
(this is not a primary schl mathematic question btw)
Den i asked the instructor how do i slim down my arms (bye bye bye-bye-arms)
He taught me the correct way to use weights, the exercises that work different muscles in my arm.. So i did my 3 reps of 14 (he told me to start with 14!!) for each hand and each muscle. wahahhahaha
And then to my thighs (Bye bye billard table legs)
Mr Instructor showed me how to use the 3 machines for thigh.. First was for the front thigh (the name has proven too difficult for my non-sports trained brain), second was the the back of it.. and...For the last machine, when i asked him which part of musle is the machine training, he very humourously replied "leg lah"...Make me look like idiot but since he had taught me some stuff, i shld respect him. And also because he is pretty old.(Not typo, No comma, i don't mean pretty as in good looking) Anw, did my 3 reps on the machines as well..
Then i did some sit ups and i left!!!! whahaha all that took about 1hr+++ and cost me $3.50. Normal price is $2.50 per entry, but i forgot to bring towel.. so i had to buy it at 1 buck!! Nice blue towel thou :D Good buy!!! muahaha
Oh did i mention, mr funny instructor suggested i go back 3 times a week. hahah he is really very nice but don't really know how to relate to people. Doesn't know how to be friendly because always avoiding eye contact if he is standing around doing nothing just to avoid saying hi or something. Very awkward character but nice. whahaha
Next session: Sunday 24/09/06 - before or after my tuition..
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