Me. Myself & i

experience has taught me that it is more rewarding to put my effort on things which i know will yield returns, ie studies.
The trouble with your heart is that, it never learn from experience.
Not to say that i'm in anyway interested or in love with anyone. I can only say it is always nice to have little crushes here and there, whether they develop into something more is another question altogether.
However, when i'm alone i always like to look for little crushes and talk about them so much that they grow out of hand. And always end up in disaster. I guess it is high time i grow up and stop developing my puppy love crushes.
Crushes dont work because it is superficial. Things that aren't real, that we relate to when we see this person, whether he/she is really like that we dun care. That is why crushes are so exciting, because they are unreal, they are humans whom our mind relate to a certain kind of feeling due to its own imagination of how they are like. K the last sentence is a lil long, take some time to digest that...

So from now on, i guess i'll stop doing this childish act before it gets out of hand again. Yes, i find a particular guy very good looking while he plays bball matches. But that is about it. I shall stop telling my friends about him from today onwards, even though i will be going to watch his match tml.. Yup, end of story.

Love, even if i work hard, it doesn't work out
Friends, they come they go, they leave you and you can't complain.
School, i try hard enough, it shld come...
Family, always here, always can count on them..

So how shld i prioritize my time again?

Cheers.

WR