Me. Myself & i

well..
bad day today.
might haf 2 things tt cause tis.
may be 'a' or 'b'
hahaha
both confidential..
k k
i noe everyone throwin stones at my way... but everyone has some things that cannot be said yeah?
sigh.

i ask him to see my blog, he say i can publish book le. i take that as a compliment.
guess i'm really physically and mentally tired today to think of how i feel today.
hahaha

i'm goin thru yet another phase of change in my life.
as a gemini, tis happens rather frequently ah? but it's qt a drastic on tis time.
today i realise i can walk in town without worrying how pple look at me.
for de first time in my life i learn how to walk with confidence. it's not as tough as i tot... however that me might not last.

i realise not one 'me' lasts. i can be independent, cool, care free on moment and a bloody whiny girlish dependent childish girl de next. .. these changes are starting to make me think i haf split personality... perhaps i've not found who am i yet. hahaha or maybe my characteristics are simply "someone with everchanging characteristics."

k.. i'm starting to confuse myself.
haha

hahaha oh yah.. did i mention that my criteria for husband went up by a few notches. not that i think i haf betta qualities now.. perhaps it's due to de changing me again. hahah.. but one thing is that>> i realise generally guys in singapore will onli show their gentleman gesture towards the gers that their interested in (well some not even) so actually it's not de gerls instincts that's sharp, it's that u all are too obvious. or shld i say generally asian men. hrmm really not very attractive feature. budden again dey might get mistaken for leading de ger(s) on... so... poor guys. hahahahahah

sigh.
i'm not very aware of what i'm typing le...

i'm jus blabbering whateva that comes to my mind. as usual like what bear said.
anyway>> i'm not goin to be famous, and not many pple look at my blog. so if it's understandable can le..
lalalalalalla

oh... realised that during conversations, most of the time everyone is talking.. but not many listens. as in, everyone will wish to talk and share about their exp, their ideas, their views. but not much development on one person's topic. everyone wans to get their fair share of talking and no one is listening. so end up everyone goes home feeling neglected, lonely. like no one in de world understands.

perhaps it's onlie me.

hahaha i'd wish for some one who'd sit down beside me and listen and share all de stuff with me. but in de first place i dunnoe how to say what to say. sigh. i think i'm in a mess. total mess. i nid to pick up de bits and pieces in my life and instead i go ard telling ppl they're losin their focus in life...

well...
i will survive.

i wont lose my determination on de way, even if i lose my way. =)

wr