Me. Myself & i

i've been in front of de comp since 9 plus.
it's 0035 now.
i dunno wat hav i been doin.
wat am i waiting for.

yeah
stupid me.
went thru my old entries.
dun feel too much thou.

i think i'm losing it.
~~`

i think i'll jus dismiss it as a joke ba.
hahaha
come to think of it, it's so unreal.
i feel like luffing at myself le
*hahaZ*

so perhaps. from today, i'll stop waiting.
i'll stop mentioning. i'll stop thinking.
not goin to feel like an idert again ba..

well, perhaps i shld feel happy dat he replied
LOL.

i'm outta of all tis.
goin to retreat to some nunnery.
maybe i'll set up my own religion.
den start preaching wat i've learnt in life.
which is rather little.

sighz

"wo xiang yao runaway runaway home...."


haiZ..
wo hai shi bu gan ji mo ba...
*ku xiao*

hahaha jus realised something...
we've been "siaming" de topic ever since tt day.
perhaps we're still at de guessin stage
haha and i guessed that he's got over le.
so. i shall stop wat i've been doin ba?
LOL, wonder how dumb i look..
haha de female side of me talking.
dou shuo le, i've got alot of diff faces...
no one will see it all ba.

maybe it's my "bu gan ji mo" that cause all de trouble in my relationship.
which resulted in my pestering him to pei wo.
tt resulted in him getting sick of dat.
tt resulted in de relationship losing de spark.
tt resulted in tis.

so, why issit tat pple go into a relationship if they'll feel lonier than they are when they're single?
dat they can tell emself there's someone thinking of em somewhere on earth?
so is there anyone that is thinking of me now?
if so, why do i still feel lonely?

i think i nid help
i shld stop thinking of qn tt i dun haf ans to.

stop acting like a despo wenrong.
is de voice inside me tt's screaming to me.

yeap.
def, wateva u say.

sigh

wr